SELF BREAK DOWN

I stand infront of the mirror
looking At the girl staring back at me
eyes so empty and full of pain
a longing hurt
i can not contain
i can not take it anymore
I hate what i see
so i shatter the glass
and with the shards
cut out what i Hate in me
I tear out the hate
The pain the anger the greed
I cut out my heart that has gone soft
till there almost nothing left of me
I pull put what ever love that is left
and throw it in the dust
I tear out my mind
that is wrapped in lust
I strip myself bare of all emotion,
I shred my trust
And cut apart my devotion
i take everything from myself
Till i am an empty shell
Covered in blood
In my one made hell
I thought through my self break down
I would find somehting more to me
But there is nothing
In the relfection that i see

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