Wow
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: The Scientist
This is such an amazing song. It reminds me of you every time I listen to it. Yes, I know, how couldn't it? You mean so much to me. I want you to know that whatever happens, I will always stay with you. I love you so much and I really wish we could be together right now. Small question, can you ask your mom if maybe we can do another one of those things like what we did on Wednesday? Maybe I can come over and wake you up again and we can spend the day together, just like on Monday. :) That would make me very happy. Please ask? My one and only true love, you make me so glad to be with you. I can't wait to see you again! I miss your kisses, so soft and sweet. I miss your face with it's little scruffies and amazing eyes. :) I miss your voice with it's subtle qualities of love and understanding. Oh I miss you so much!! Everything about you! I love you sooooooo much my prince charming! :D I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I don't think I could ever say it enough! Infinite times I LOVE YOU!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D
~Sammy your angel

Love
Mood:  flirty
I have just some little things to say:

1. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY MADDIE!!! (i first typed assolutely! lol)
2. I really wish I was with my Maddie right now (for certain reasons)
3. Queen Elizabeth II is an old bat (lol that was a mean thing to say, I know) (I only speak the truth about her)
4. The deletion of my Xanga site will be happening very soon
5. I really need to add more pictures to my DA site.
6. I will probably also be deleting my other sites besides this one.
7. Did I mention that I LOVE MY MADDIE!!! ?

I believe that just about covers it!

I love you very much my shmexy baby!
Sammy (your naughty lil b****) (tehehe!) :D

I am very happy!
Mood:  cheeky
Guess what?!?!?! IT'S ALL GONE!!!! I can hardly believe it, but the controlling urge is gone. My only problem now is to see if I can help people that I know still do the same thing. Maddie, thank you very much and thank you, Sarah!! You guys were a big help! It was such a happy moment when I realized I didn't need it anymore. Maddie, I believe you were especially happy when I gave you the razor. Nothing like that will ever happen again, I can assure you of that! :D I love you so much!!! Always and forever,
Sammy

...
Mood:  don't ask
it's broken.

About that...
Mood:  not sure
I apologize for what I said to Sarah, I wasn't thinking very clearly when I sent her that e-mail. It intended to start anything or blame all my problems on her or anyone else for that matter. Sarah really wasn't happy when she replied and it made me cry. I was sitting there thinking, how could I have been so stupid? If I could have taken it back, I would have. If only... I hope that you can forgive me for not wanting to talk about certain things with you, I was unsure of how you would react and I know that I would be telling you those things through tears. Sometimes it feels like things can be better said to Sarah because she knows about it a lot more than I do. Recently, it was kind of a feeling of helplessness and misunderstanding. Nothing really made sense and it all felt scattered away. As I have e-mailed to Sarah, I am stopping what I have been doing. I promise that I won't do it again, or atleast I'll try my damndest. Please don't confront me with it because it won't help. I meant that in the most sincere way possible. Again, not trying to start anything.
Remember that I will always love you, until the day I die. Always and forever... I love you.
Maddie, I know that you wanted to help me, but I really believe I can do it on my own. Yes, I know... Stubborn as an ass.
I love you with everything in me and with a passion greater than I will ever know. My undying love for you grows larger and stronger with every passing day.
I love you and always will,
Your Angel

Mood:  cheeky

  







  

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what i couldn't post as a comment
Mood:  flirty
Topic: grrr... stupid computer!
ok, i won't... i'm glad you liked that ...uh... little show. i like ur noddyness, it teases me. tehehe mmmmmmmmm. we miss you and i don't know how much longer the girls can contain themselves, they really do miss you. and by the looks of it, they really want a little tender love and care. well, i hope to see you tonight. if not then, then tomorrow it is. we love you so very much you sexy noddy lil devil!
Love you!
-noddy noddy lil girl ;)

mmmmm
Mood:  amorous
Topic: hmmmm..... interesting
I have to say, that was quite an interesting time we had, wasn't it? I know I probably shouldn't have bared that much skin, but it happened anyway. Even though you said you didn't mind, I still feel bad. Anway... You were quite good... mmmmmm. Ahhh, to reminisce about that lovely Friday afternoon... Well, I suppose I better get going before I am too far gone. lol
I love you my sexy little devil! (so naughty! mmmm)
-sammy

p.s. By the way, thanks for today; I had a very nice time ;) We miss you and are thinking about you... always

Long time no see, eh?
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: what topic?
Wow, it has realyl been a long time since I have written something hasn't it? As I sit here in the Strand household, I wonder.... Should I realyl be using there computer. I am waiting for Jess to get done with Driver's Ed. It's only going to be about another half hour, but until then I decided I would update. Axel is awesome. I find I really like dogs, just like Sheb. She's awesome, and she's really funny when she wants some lovin! lol Maddie.............. Can I tell you something? .............................................................I WUV YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Well, I suppose I should get off before someone gets mad at me. I guess I will talk to you when I get home tomorrow. I love you soooo much my amazing, wonderful, shmexy, cute, silly (and funny!) little muffin boy!!!! :D I love you!
bye bye!!!
-end

I think I need some lovin.....
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston
Maddie, I know that I may be as stubborn as an ass, but I hope that you will forgive me for feeling that it's my fault. I can't help but feel that way. Anyway, time to put the past behind us... I will be seeing you tomorrow, hopefully. I can't wait for that day to come. I miss you soooo much! I miss everything about you. I love you with all my heart and all my soul. I will always love you Here's a picture to relfect that...