I begin to wonder...
This is the way I say I need you.
This is the way that I say I love you.
This is the way that I say I'm yours.
This is the way,

This is the way
that I'm learning to breathe,
I'm learning to crawl.
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall.
I'm living again, awake and alive.
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies.

I don't know what is wrong, and I don't know who made the fault, and sometimes it seems like I never know anything at all.

But this is what I do know:
When you can't see me, and you can't hear me, and all you can feel is darkness, I am still here for you. Open your heart and I will be there. Take my hand and we will pull through together.

I once told you this:
If you think everyone in the world hates you, and no one cares for you, and loves you- You are wrong.


I love you. I care.


I know you can't hear me right now. I doesn't matter. My words will find their way to you.

\m/
Busy weekend coming up. SAT IIs Saturday afternoon, History project Sunday afternoon.
No prob, I'll still find the time to hang out with all y'all sometime somehow.
Crazy shite goin' on right now, and I just need some balance in my life. Come April, I'm gonna be totally free up.

A few among you know why. Others may not. Don't feel left out, it's just that I already made my choices, and I think (hope) I know how to make decisions already.

Other news, I finished a PD music video yesterday after me and Nevey agreed to both do one. I'll probs send it to Solo sometime (if my damn freewebs site would let me). And then you can all view it.

Not now, cuz Angelfire would kill me. :)

Here's to another wonderful weekend, guys.

Yep...
School dance two Fridays from now. That is all I have to say, I think. School feels a little lighter on my bones now.

I think I will enjoy my weekend, talking to my good friend Nevey. :)

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Err.. which shouldn't be a problem cause our friend Naomi is also a "Fantasy Lover"! *hugs Nomi*

Beautiful Song Lyrics
This made me cry:

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say good bye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

Save your tears 'cause I've come back
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore to hide the pain when I turned back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer

What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you crossing over the time
And distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever...

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
You've been there with me all the way
I still hear you say, "Wait for me, I'll write you letters"

I can see how you can stand there with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt when I turned back the pages
Anger might have been the answer

What if I hung my head and said that I couldn't wait?
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

'Cause a thousand words
Called out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see
I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever...

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
Called out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever...

And here it is..,
TADA!!!! The rest of my fanfic!!!

Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Epilogue

Hope everyone enjoys...

So Anyways...
Well, it looks like I actually won a place in Science Fair, though I have yet to see which one. >_< Kevin leaked the info to me.

My throat's starting to get twingy, and I might be getting sick. Best hope I don't cause otherwise I won't be able to go to da dance in 2 days! :\

Speaking of the dance, I'm having conflicts as to who I should ask out..... I know I've spoken to Snowie and Matt and Nessy about it, but I'm still in debate. Hmm...

And yes, the conclusion chapters to my fan fic, YES, are in the works. Soon, guys. I'd better write fast if I hope to get it to Solo before goes, maybe it'll be easier for him.

And it's nice to know that all my friends are currently in peace in life. Although it won't last long.

*watches as Nomi kills someone*

Whee, Fun...
Cool. I went out this evening. It was a birthday thing for a girl I know on my bus. We watched Along Came Polly. Awesomeness. Anyone looking for an awesome comedy-romance movie should check it out.

I think that sums up all the stuff for today.

I am alive...
and typing... brace yourselves, folks.
HHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVVVVVVVVVVVVOOOOOOOOKKKK.

Sorry, had to get that out.