Why is my life boring?

Today is the Nineteenth day of the First month of the Two-Thousand-Forth year A.D. I went out with Bubba last Friday. His sister told him something false about me and broke up with me on Monday. Been 1 week since Bubba broke up with me. Before I went out with Bubba it was 3 weeks since Steven had broken up with me. I asked David out yesturday. He said he would think about it. Why is my life so boring? My life is soooo boring. Why? Why?!? Why is my life boring. Because I want to go out Lucas and Sean again? But not at the same time. Because I still love both "drug dealers"? Because Lucas is the only guy who isn't scared of me. I thought I was over him. I told him that I was over him. So why aren't I over him. I just don't get it. I felt so guilty when going out with Matt, Sean, Lucas, and Bubba. Was it because I knew they were too good for me? Or was it because I knew I was in love with someone else? I believe it is both. I believe that the other guy I was in love with is David. I've got to go. Love you, Sean, Lucas, Bubba, and David. I love you all.

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