Today Is The First Day Of The Rest Of My Life

Today is the First day of the Twelth month of the Two-Thousand-Third year A.D. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I don't exactly know what that means, I just know that it fits my life right now. Yesturday I said that I would start my life over. I will. I won't have a boyfriend until I find myself. Might be a couple of hours. Might be a couple of days. Might be a couple of weeks. Might be a couple of months. Might be a couple of years. I just hope it's a couple of weeks or less because I need guys. I don't know why. I just do. My life just has been so confusing for the last 3 years. I wish my life was easy. But, if it was easy, then I'll be preppy. I don't know why, but I was sounding like a prep yesturday. I got a new laugh last night. It fits me so well. It's better than my last one. I only used it around guys I liked. I need me laugh and a guy that will take care of me like Sean and Lucas.

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