Nothing Will Ever Change

Today is the Tenth day of the Eleventh month of the Two-Thousand-Third year A.D. Last night I had a dream about my ex-boyfriend, Devon. I know, it's kind of a weird name, but he was kind of a weird kid. I loved him anyways. The dream was that this year he would come back. He would know whatever I wanted and get it for me. I still wish he was here. That would be so awesome. Jason and Devon back for just one day. That is something that I can only dream of because that will never happen. You know why? Because with me, I never get back the person(s) that I either need most or want most. Jason and Devon are both. Devon loved me, but I just ignored him. Why? Because I didn't want to admit it. I really do need him here right now.

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