Me and Lucas 4-everz

Today is the Fourth day of the Eleventh month of the Two-Thousand-Third year A.D. Now where was I? Oh, yeah. Me and Lucas. Well, I've been saying me and Sean 4-everz, too, so what will make me think that this will last 4-everz? I have no idea. I wish Jason was here. I also wish that Lucas was right here with me while I am writing this. I love him very much. I hope he cares for me the same way. I'm so glad that Lucas came into my life. Without him, who knows where I'll be right now. I hope he loves me back. I'll find out today. I can only wish. I found out when he called me tonight. I told him about how I had tried to kill myself. He said he wouldn't let me. I asked, "Why?" He just kept saying the same thing: "I just won't let you." Then the last time he said that phrase was when he said it, "I won't let you because I love you." I was just plainly silent. I couldn't believe. He's all like, "Did you hear me?" I was all like, "Yeah. I just expecting that." We've only been going out for like, 2 days today. It started yesturday morning. He is so nice to me. I love him too. Forget Sean. For I could care, he could kill himself and I still wouldn't care. Lucas is one of Sean's best friend. Lucas is my fifth boyfriend this school year alone. It's been almost 4 months and I'm still only on #5. Wow! It's a miracle!

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