this is my shit.... u wanna know me.. as me... u read this.... cuz this is my mind.... this is what i dwell on...
NOTHING
Watch as i lose to be one
sit back n let everyone else have fun
my happyness as the cost of everyones muse
this is what eats me, n i lose
passed on like a ball
i can slowely see me fall
nothing to live for... as good as dead
mistreated, abused, my feet r led
all i do is try n be nice
but im a shadow, irritating as lice
ive been fucked over for far too long
this i fear im not as strong
the one thing i want i am deprived
n so far i have survived
but im losin my will to move
i have not what u all call a groove
im nothing im worthless im not good
if only ud take a look under the hood
i watch as everything passes me
wont u just let me be
i just want someone... so i can live well
to help me, to lean on... but all i get is hell
its all i want... n its not mine
so god please give me a sign
