Hey ppl, these r my poems.... made by me... make sure to read them all.... or atleast the last ones cuz they get better as u go down..... ne ways.... all these come from inside my demented mind.... so take a second to think about them..... maybe one is about u.... u never know.... could be.... depends who u r..... some of these r obvious noone who comes here will be about them.... the angry ones that it..... but alot r soft n shit.... so yea........ take something from these.... n maybe u will learn something..... maybe not:P..... but w.e..............
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NAMELESS FACE
Drop dead onto the floor
So i just bleed the pain
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CAN YOU SEE, DO U KNOW?
Can you see in the heart of me?
Well i got news
Do you know me at all?
Ive hit rock bottom
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LIFE'S TOLL
Its 4 am and im still awake
If i could remember how to cry
But i sit here and rot away
I walk in a life of misery
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LIFE AINT GETTIN BETTER
Silently i scream away
I hope to god life will get better
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QUAKE IN MY SLEEP
No one knows why i cant sleep at night
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EMOTION
Life is shit
Life is enough
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What I Want
Why do u women
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YOU
I now im not perfect
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SO CLOSE
This could very well be my found happy-ness
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LIVING IN DEATH
My skin is crawling with filth
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GODS CREATION
At night he cryes his eyes away
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REAR ATTACK
Be kind n get stabbed in the back
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IT ALL ENDS
Traped inside my head
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JUST A LITTLE NOTE
Now here is a simple fact of life
Cant breath
Cant see any more
It was like youre close to me
But ur so distant
And i just want to flee
Emotional pain devours in secrecy
Life is just a bully
And it wont let me be
Betrayed hope, lost idea
Thinkin i could be happy
But ur so far i cant even see ya
A nameless face
So far i cant see you
Feeding on my disgrace
And i dont know what to do
Hope lead in vain
My fate i cant defy
So i sit and die.....
Can you see what i will be?
And its not so nice
Im breaking apart
Watch as i roll the dice
Giving in to all the pain
Its all i can do
To control myself
Instead of hurting you
Injoy pushing me
while you can
But know when i push back
Im no meer man
Do you know why i still fall?
Yet im still decending
Pain, fear, depression or self-pitty
Its all depending....
Everynight it always stays the same
Eyes wide open
And im the one to blame
Images and ideas
They all add onto my shame
Empty and hallow of good
I have no name
The day keeps goin through my head
some times my number one wish
Is that i was dead
But death is runnin
And im not one to fear
Im not standin, im on my knees
And help is no where near
I would,,,
If i knew how to die
i would...
If i could take the pain n the shame
i would...
You tell me to get up, i should
But i sit here and wonder
Why i should....
I just want to know what ive done
To have to pay this fee....
I know well enough why
Its like this every day
I have my reasons
But life not goin my way
Im foolish and
No one hears a word i say
Im close to the edge
Near death i lay
I hope to god life will get better
and it just may
But its definatly
Not happenin today
So i sit and watch
How Pain makes my life fray
Ive lost my sences
And my minds starting to stray
Cuts over scars
Watch my reason decay...
And it just may...
Why the only dreams i ever have
Is when im stuck in an impossible fight
You all talk to me
Like im something right
But im telling you
Im so gone ive lost sight
Do u think u can see in me
In a place
I dont even wanna be
Im a pit that i cant fill
And i cant sleep
Not untill
I find a reason to sleep
Cuz i just might dream
And ill be stuck knee deep
There is enough when im awake
Enough to make me
Want to die in my quake
Life is enough
And I dont need my sleep
Cuz the way Its goin it already too tough....
What the hell is up with it?
Sit n cry cry cuz he called u a faggit?
I dont think so, its a virus, u got bit
Things go wrong so u have a fit?
So shut up n get tough
Deal with whats givin
Life gets better, its drivin
Music is my life
It releaves my pain n strife
Some makes me cold
It protects u till u get old
Enough for it to stop
So i grow up or ill drop
Get mad, dont vent on me
Listn to my music, n i let u be
I May be soft, but my facade is hard
Cuz if i dont, they will make me look like a retard
Get to know me, and youll have a friend
And ill stick with u to the bitter end
Start shit, but u dont know
Push me enough n my temper will go
I survive cuz i love
And when i die my spirit will fly like a dove
Have me triping over my own feet?
You must think its pretty
damn sweet
Why cant u see
That all i wanna be
Is with u, yea thats me
You know its not sin
To take another look
At me again
All i want to do
Is be something to somebody
But the way u look at me
Im like a nobody
I have very little yet
I deserve it the most
So many times ive help ppl
Ive been lifes good host
I never lie
And never to you
Id do ne thing
You wanted me to
I know how to act
And ive been through alot
I dont deseve ne thing?
What r u on pot?!
How many times
Ive play the fool
Been through all the rejections
In my days
My friends tell me to aim low
For the bitches, thought stays
But as a reminder
To never lower my bar
Cuz i dont have one
And i get nothin, see how stupid they are?
Had enough girls
To count on one hand
When i like a girl
Its like im stuck in no mans land
But i still want one
And i will when im done
Ill have one faster than a bullet from a gun...
I wish
But i stil fish
For my girl
And ill have her
But till then my life will
Be a livin desaster..
And i can be a pain
But without u
Im no longer sane
Ur the piece of my puzzle
That was long thought dead
The winds of time has brought you to me
So i can stop this dread
For you have come
And have thwarted my solitude
And lifted my spirit
And gave my blissful mood
Now i sway
With the wind that makes me howl
Make me at peace
Or make me a fowl...
Or it could be my new found torment
U could bring my life to make sence
Or ur lie could be my impalement
My hope is my weakness
And im hopeless
And it all takes a toll
On my distress
Id like to think
everything is fine
But i wont stop worrying
Untill ur mine
If u knew half of how i felt
It would be scary, i wouldnt know what ive delt
This cant be real
Its a big deal
Too good to be true
Cuz all ive wanted was u
Almost to what i dote
Watch my heart float
This doesnt rock the boat
It tips it over as ive wrote
I slash at me with my nails
It the one sure way
To make sure the pain fails
My life seems like my death
All the hate im ment to take
Destined to die
To stop my ache
All ive got is my love
But it doesnt seem like enough
All this hate im givin
Would make u think im tough
Stab my eyes out
So i cant see it all go to hell
Traped so i am safe
Down in the bottom of the well
Slash my ears so i cant hear
All the useless noise you make
Its all the shit i have to take
Cut off my nose so i cant smell
All the stink u create
Senceless is my fate
Live in bitter cold
Too numb to feel
So it isnt really real
Emotionally badaged from head to toe
Tattered from the fraying u put on my soul
All u know is im alone, and thats all ull know
This isnt how i dreamed id live my goal
While he wonders y its like this everyday
He knows lifes just out to get him
And his chances of survival are slim
But there is one thing that can save his life
But its so so exact its as sharp as a knife
Watches his hope grow
But he also dont know
That he is diggin himself deeper in a problem
And hes got more n he need to solve them
But now he looks forward blindly
Foolish desires, hopin she will treat him kindly
Marches day n night to the ultimate destination
Tells himself to take another step towards his salvation
And when its all done life will be alright
But its not the same as it is tonight
So his spririt is now incomplete
He gave half away, knowin his possible defeat
He dont care cuz its all hes got
She gives him a nice life, or cooks him in a pot
Theres no way out, and its all enough
He dont care cuz he knows his stuff
He will charge his past to the futur
All for a chance to be with her
Gods ultimate creation
Made from his dreams, his imagination
Taken from his head and made from god
She is no fraud
Cuz she is nothing but perfection
Touched his soul, this is their intersection
No frontal asault, it a rear attack
Ur nice and it all falls apart
U though u where safe cuz u thought u where smart
U dont know the strain it puts on me
See what uve done contiously
Its a hit n run
And i get none
Safe from all i see
But ur behind me
The pain adds up
Its ur fault shutup
Its ur shot what luck
I feel where uv struck
Its all different this time
Ive changed now next ones mine
Cuz now ill hear the drop of a pin
And ill make u face ur sin
Now i eyes on the back of my head
Try n sneak up, ull wind up dead
Can smell the fear when ur close
Watch out, cuz im no more like most
Come behind me, but im the host
Watch ur back, cuz im like a ghost
This isnt a threat, its a promise
And ive taken the liberty to warn u with this
When it all comes down to it
Ur life n mine.... its all forfit...
I remember everything u said
Taken down by my own mistakes
Stay down or fall again thats the stakes
When it all comes down to it in the end
I cant rely only on myself. watch me bend
Cant hold my temper ne more
What do i hold it on for
Watch as i rip apart
The taste of defeate is a tart
Break me twist me bend me to fit ur needs
I can feel my flesh rot watch me bleed
Im giving in, theres no way to win
No one to take with me, its a sin
I slowly die
Watch me dissapear in a blink of an eye
Everything dies
But i can see
Through all life's lies
Im the acception
The flaw in the plan
Im the immortal
Not a big life fan
U all try n kill me
U hurt me n lie
It all saddens me
But i wont die
Ive got a suprise for u
Ya cant kill what has no regard for life
It makes me all numb inside
But in the end it all adds up to pain n strife
