I've been venting to a random stranger
I guess it's a good thing i forgot to tell him my name then.
any way, here it is me being ineffwisdomcrab and papatricky1 being some random stranger:
ineffwisdomcrab: last time I checked I was a real person
papatricky1: if you are not a bot then type something like pancakes
ineffwisdomcrab: but you never know
papatricky1: finally a real person
papatricky1: whats a wisdom crab?
ineffwisdomcrab: its this thing from a website
ineffwisdomcrab: you tell me
ineffwisdomcrab: and I tell you
papatricky1: 21 male az
papatricky1: why whoa?
ineffwisdomcrab: holy shit
ineffwisdomcrab: no off
ineffwisdomcrab: but you are old compared to my crowd
papatricky1: you are...?
ineffwisdomcrab: what the hell is a munkeyfloofer??!!
papatricky1: when apes make porn they are the ones that keep male monkey stars hard between takes
ineffwisdomcrab: they have monkey porn?
papatricky1: they sell it in the jungles
ineffwisdomcrab: *pretending to laugh*
papatricky1: dont hurt yourself
ineffwisdomcrab: nobody uses that anymore
papatricky1: im sure the monkeys still do
ineffwisdomcrab: dont hurt yourself
papatricky1: i was kidding man
ineffwisdomcrab: yeah but
ineffwisdomcrab: ahh nm
ineffwisdomcrab: my schoo; starts an an hour and 40 minutes
papatricky1: im sure the short bus is waiting
ineffwisdomcrab: ooooh yeah
ineffwisdomcrab: now i remember why i don't talk to people I found in chat rooms
ineffwisdomcrab: just so you know
ineffwisdomcrab: im the kind of person who gets picked on because im smarter than everyone else
papatricky1: and you are humble too
papatricky1: well its a waste to tell you to ignore them and be yourself but i wont pick on you
ineffwisdomcrab: you are right
ineffwisdomcrab: i don't know why everybody says to ignore them
ineffwisdomcrab: it never works
papatricky1: probably so you will stop bothering them with your problems
ineffwisdomcrab: look what you think
papatricky1: its a cliche excuse to get people brushed off
ineffwisdomcrab: I don't talk when i am at school
papatricky1: what do you do?
ineffwisdomcrab: i stare emotionlesly and never talk
ineffwisdomcrab: because talking is the kind of thing that can screw up my life
papatricky1: how is that?
ineffwisdomcrab: more than it already is
papatricky1: hey man your life is as fucked as you want it to be
papatricky1: we all got problems
papatricky1: talking helps, dont you have friends to vent to?
ineffwisdomcrab: i used to
papatricky1: good friends are never far just go to an arcade or a book store
ineffwisdomcrab: i am a 14 year old with no mother, a screwed up social life, chronic insomnia, I am a member of a socially rejected faith, and probably a bunch of other things that I haven't thought of
papatricky1: are you canadian?
papatricky1: then there is one thing going for you
ineffwisdomcrab: i happen to like canada
papatricky1: hey man it was a joke if you are going to get pissed off do it at someone else
ineffwisdomcrab: im not pissed
ineffwisdomcrab: im just saying that things are never what they look like
papatricky1: so bad things have happened to you, lost your mom, having trouble with faith, sleepless nights. Accept them and get over it. I know it sounds cold and hard but its simple. admit to what hurts and let it go
ineffwisdomcrab: i have
ineffwisdomcrab: but it just comes back
ineffwisdomcrab: with all its fury
ineffwisdomcrab: and sometimes more
papatricky1: well you better get a hold of it because it just gets tougher as you get older, the only difference is who has retained the lessons life gives them
ineffwisdomcrab: i've been trying for 5 years
papatricky1: chatting with strangers on the net cant be therapeautic
ineffwisdomcrab: it can be
ineffwisdomcrab: because sometimes random people make all th difference
papatricky1: i just get on the net to meet local girls
papatricky1: friends are what keeps you alive
ineffwisdomcrab: the chat rooms don't help you
ineffwisdomcrab: beleive me
papatricky1: i cant complain
ineffwisdomcrab: they are almost all bots at this hour
papatricky1: ive met a few nice girls`
ineffwisdomcrab: probably using the search function
papatricky1: i just chat and weed out some people who want to have a good time
ineffwisdomcrab: oh my god
ineffwisdomcrab: holy shit
ineffwisdomcrab: he's been online since 8pm!
ineffwisdomcrab: and he still is
ineffwisdomcrab: this one person
ineffwisdomcrab: who just appeared on my list one day
ineffwisdomcrab: venting to complete strangers can be...
ineffwisdomcrab: refreshing in a way
papatricky1: blood is thicker my friend
ineffwisdomcrab: what does this have to do with blood
ineffwisdomcrab: when did we start talking about geaneology?
papatricky1: friends and family are your blood man
ineffwisdomcrab: I can't trust them
papatricky1: its not about trust
papatricky1: eventually everyone will let you down sometime
ineffwisdomcrab: my father tried to put me in an institution
ineffwisdomcrab: but thats not the pint
papatricky1: then get over it
papatricky1: the point is you choose to be happy or depressed or sarcastic
ineffwisdomcrab: wouls you trust someone who tried to lock you up?
papatricky1: maybe not but i wouldnt count them out
ineffwisdomcrab: i need a shrink
papatricky1: i gotta go but if only one thing sticks with you listen to this: You choose to be happy just like you choose to be depressed. You paint the picture of your life with whatever colors you choose. peace bro
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Rebeccies amazing talent
She pisses me off so much............We were almost about to be friends again, then she had to be the ***** that she is again and ruin it.
She thinks her ******* manga is more important than..........."her"
Here is the frustrating converstaion i had with her today(VertGoblientFan is Rebecca and youoddchild is me):
youoddchild: who are you?
youoddchild: and why are you on my buddy list?
VertGoblientFan: and i dont know
youoddchild: miriam who?
VertGoblientFan: Miriam Th- I'm not allowed to give out that info
youoddchild: miriam from school?
youoddchild: friend of a friend?
youoddchild: long lost friend?
VertGoblientFan: I don't know you...
youoddchild: do you know anyone I know?
VertGoblientFan: I am unsure, to you know Aya-Chan?
VertGoblientFan: Well then perhaps that is it
youoddchild: do you knowjojo
VertGoblientFan: jojo? Why I am unsure if I know Jojo or not.
youoddchild: do you know of jojo?
youoddchild: *having mild a sesiure*
VertGoblientFan: yes i know of gragon
VertGoblientFan: are you tidey widey boy?
youoddchild: who is that?
youoddchild: why do you have rebeccies profile?
VertGoblientFan: Yes. William wears tidey wideys, Aya-Chan calls William Tidey Widey Boy.
youoddchild: that was like 2 years ago
VertGoblientFan: "It's Vomit Man to you, and don't you forget it." Quote Peter Parker.
youoddchild: your font is too small
youoddchild: i can't read it very well
VertGoblientFan: I am sorry.
VertGoblientFan: "It's Vomit Man to you, and don't you forget it." Quote Peter Prker
youoddchild: thank you
youoddchild: Vomit Man?
VertGoblientFan: your welcome Tidey Widey Boy.
youoddchild: i resent being called that
VertGoblientFan: It is a quote from the novel Mary Jane.
youoddchild: okay then
youoddchild: no sarcasm intended
VertGoblientFan: Do you understand now, Tidey Widey Boy?
youoddchild: now stop calling me that
VertGoblientFan: But it is your Aya-Chan given nickname!
youoddchild: in case you didn't notice
youoddchild: Rebecca doesn't rule everything
VertGoblientFan: Yes But she does give out wonderful nicknames
youoddchild: and I would apreciate it if you would stop please
VertGoblientFan: I am sorry.
youoddchild: Rebecca has a wonderful talent for screwing up friendships
VertGoblientFan: Oh, she does?
youoddchild: not wonderfu;
VertGoblientFan: How so may I ask?
youoddchild: everytime she makes up with someone and becomes friends agian she pisses 1-2 more people off
youoddchild: this time being me and Tildy
VertGoblientFan: Oh yes!
VertGoblientFan: The one who suddenly became unfriends with Aya and called her a bad friend and said that it was Ayas fault Matilda worried about her.
youoddchild: what were we talking about?
VertGoblientFan: VertGoblientFan: The one who suddenly became unfriends with Aya and called her a bad friend and said that it was Ayas fault Matilda worried about her.
youoddchild: the reason tildy and rebecca don't see eye to eye anymore is because tildy claims that rebecca has been harrassing her
VertGoblientFan: oh? How may I ask? If it's not too nosey...
youoddchild: i don't know
youoddchild: she wouldn't tell me
youoddchild: do you know who cHiLLiNwItCheEz is?
VertGoblientFan: no i do not
youoddchild: okay nm
youoddchild: finding out who this is
VertGoblientFan: I am sorry I cannot help you
youoddchild: do you have to tell rebecca everything?
VertGoblientFan: oh I am sorry.. I merely wished to know more about the Matilda/Rebecca incident..
youoddchild: well now rebecca is annoying me and i have to blocke ALL of her screennames again
youoddchild: and that is a lot
VertGoblientFan: I am sorry
youoddchild: now multiply that by 4 for all of my screennames
VertGoblientFan: I am truly truly sorry
youoddchild: is okay
youoddchild: i just had to remind you
VertGoblientFan: *nod nod* But would you midn filling me in on the story more if you can?
youoddchild: i can fill you in on my story but thats about it
VertGoblientFan: well alright then
youoddchild: im going to start off with a question
youoddchild: what is rebeccas FAVORITE manga?
youoddchild: give me your guess and I will continue
VertGoblientFan: umm.. Fushigi Yugi or Ceres: Celestial Legend I think...
youoddchild: Ayashi no Ceres is correct*likes to use the japanese name*
VertGoblientFan: Alright. ^_^ I'm so glad I got it right! But what, may I ask, does this have to do with your story?
youoddchild: im getting to it
youoddchild: this one day I was at willas house and she had two Ceres mangas which she let me borrow
youoddchild: she just forgot one little detail
youoddchild: she didn't tell me that they were rebeccas
youoddchild: one of them got lost
youoddchild: and I bought a new one
youoddchild: and gave it to willa
youoddchild: and i gave the other one back to rebecca
youoddchild: but when
youoddchild: when i got back the other one
youoddchild: she wouldn't take it
youoddchild: because she had to have HER's
VertGoblientFan: why did she have to have hers?
youoddchild: i don't knoe
youoddchild: do you have any idea how much a ceres manga costed at that time?
youoddchild: a lot
VertGoblientFan: oh.. I am sorry.
youoddchild: and she told me that her one was a gift
youoddchild: it was free
youoddchild: for goddess sakw
youoddchild: so i wasted 20 buckcs because of her and im minus one social link
VertGoblientFan: one social link?
youoddchild: has rebecca told you of the circle?
youoddchild: i have been excomunicated from the circle
youoddchild: but then again
youoddchild: so hastildy
VertGoblientFan: what about matilda though?
youoddchild: so im not alone
youoddchild: i still don't know
VertGoblientFan: ooh i see
youoddchild: so now do you understand my half anyway?
VertGoblientFan: of course
youoddchild: are we on good terms?
VertGoblientFan: yes of course.
youoddchild: and are you going to cease from calling me tidey witey boy from now on?
VertGoblientFan: of course William-San.
VertGoblientFan: but one thing..
VertGoblientFan: I'm Rebecca.
VertGoblientFan: And first of all, Ceres was paid by my own money and it was the very first manga i owned.
youoddchild: evil has taken over
VertGoblientFan: and i am sorry you had to loose money
VertGoblientFan: but truly I was the one who was cut off from "the circle"
VertGoblientFan: you still had Tildy, but everyone in the circle hated me.
VertGoblientFan: and what do you mean i harrassed tildy?
youoddchild: thats what she says
VertGoblientFan: I don't understand..
youoddchild: just a sec
youoddchild: you still had Tildy, but everyone in the circle hated me
youoddchild: gee i wonder why.......
youoddchild: no off
VertGoblientFan: Everyone hated me? Because I was a bitch to Sarah and I was a fucking dip
youoddchild: and now you hate yourself for it correct?
VertGoblientFan: fucking yes. But I still don't understand Mathilde
VertGoblientFan: I'm on talking terms with her and all, but i just dont understnd
youoddchild: i might be able to get you on better terms with a few people
VertGoblientFan: im on good terms with sarah, klee, meg, nena, tildy, and aidan. but not you. you just hate me because you lost my manga.
youoddchild: let me guess
youoddchild: this is going to go on forever isn't it
VertGoblientFan: William, I am touched you bought a Ceres Volume One for me, but that particular volume one has sentimental value that has no price
youoddchild: yes but
youoddchild: you can't hold on to something forever
VertGoblientFan: but Wiliam, I was not the one who lied about loosing it
youoddchild: this is an extreme comparison but
youoddchild: how do you think i felt when I lost "her"
youoddchild: think about the quotes
VertGoblientFan: I don't get it
youoddchild: it was a she
youoddchild: i lost her
youoddchild: she never came back
youoddchild: her ashes are in the ocean
youoddchild: if I can live with that
youoddchild: you have to be able to live with this
VertGoblientFan: yes, but william. Someone did not loose "here" and you lost my manga, dude.
youoddchild: you are seriously getting on my nerves now
VertGoblientFan: well then good bye
VertGoblientFan signed off at 10:03:45 PM.