My weight loss goal
Topic: achy from work
Well i think i have it figured out. 3hours a week to start off with for exercise, because that's what i researched so i will try that and watch what i eat and see how that all works out and all. So far i feel good just exhausted from working so hard today, but hey at least i got 8 hours right?
xoxo amber

Rain, rain go away
Mood:  chatty
Topic: future plans
Well it hasn't stopped raining for 2 weeks i sware. There isn't much snow, so ya know... So i am just sitting here trying to figure out do i go back to school this year or do i wait, because i would really like to do a lot more travelling, because i must admit it's hard to travel when you end up liking a place and not even going anywhere right?

Christmas staff party 2005
Mood:  party time!
Topic: kyle
Well right now i am sitting here all dressed up just waiting for naomi and her boyfriend to get ready and then we are going to our 2nd christmas staff party, i am very nervous, because of my weight gain but excited at the same time. I really hope that i see kyle tonight if i end up going to tommy's tonight, remember the bouncer from the beagle i haven't seen him in so long and he's so cute and that would make my night by hanging out with a hot guy infront of co-workers, but hey maybe i am too big a big girl for him now. I drank afew drinks trying to pass time and so far it is working since our party starts in half an hour,
xoxo amber

sparkling wine
Mood:  lazy
Topic: savage beagle
Well i drank a bottle of sparkling wine before i went out, then i only had 2 beer at the bar. It's my new secret to save some cash. Drink a lot before you go out so you don't want to drink anymore later. Well kyle of course was there because he works there, but he comes up to me to have a full fledged conversation, and i was apologizing for touching his nipples at the bar on thursday but he literally ran into me, so he was saying don't worry and was about to say something else but i guess that stupid alisha girl or whatever the fuck her name is was following him around, because he mumbled something like that and took off and she followed him, man that girl is the biggest fake and slut i really don't like her. On good note though i just got my package from my mom with lots of black socks and homemade cookies and vanilla stuff, yeah i am soooo excited, i really appreciate the fact that she does that for me.

wine
Mood:  surprised
Topic: Jeremy
Well tonight when i finished work i ended up going up to my buddy's nick to have wine and i ended up talking about how i am kinda attracted to this guy that we work with and sure enough, this guy and other co-workers stopped by to have some wine too. I don't think he likes me, but at least i got to see him not at work for once ya never know right?
So get this thursday night we had a huge christmas dinner and ended up going to the bar and me and my friend alondra took the bus home and ended up hanging out with these hot, beautiful bodies firefighters from australia i think, i didn't do anything but kiss but wow strange night cause alondra was showing off the whips that she has and anyways. So christmas was great got loads of stuff although my brand new pillow is my fav, can't wait to use it again,
xoxo

work work
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Dead celebrity status, we fall, we fall
Topic: banquet
So today the banquet started for 700 for 3 days and it pretty much wrapped up early which was sweet, i only worked 8 hours and was expecting over time but hey at least i got 8 hours right...So i finally at least changed my time to work this wednesday since i can't have the day off, so instead of working at 2 i work at 4 which is sweeter i would have to admit, cause i go out every tuesday well i at least try so now i can if i get off work after 8 hopefully if not i can only work .5 over time oh no i didn't plan this out i just wanna see the hot bouncer kyle and now i know it will be busy, but if i don't take a break and have to work 1 hour overtime then i will be done at 11 and i think or at least hope there is a bus at 11;30 and then i can drink and have a shower and take the 12:30 bus down, oh it's so perfect i think i have it all figured out well at least i hope i do...

shopping in van city
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: Shawn (odyessy)
So get this suprise suprise of all the silly ideas i had was to go christmas shopping with nick. Did i get any shopping done not really although i went into a lot of fucking stores, but i am happy at least that he got some things for presents and for him and i used my gift certificate for le chateau, and got a cute outfit, that makes me self conscious about myself but it's pretty. So me, nick and denise of man the girl would interrupt so much i just ended up having my own conversations with myself, but hey it's great she's outgoing and such, she kept me awake as my energy was slacking. So first we went to celebrities it made me really unconfortable with dance music and i was sober and i was getting hit on too much by boys and girls so wierd for me cause i am not used to it. And then we went to the odyssey i love it there. There's a co-ed bathroom, oh by the way it's a gay bar... a huge patio outside to have ciggs and male strippers who are straight somewhat i think. Well i had a thing for the bouncer so nick told him and the bouncer said he couldn't leave the door but i would like to talk to her. Well of course me being super shy, i didn't but by the end of the night nick gave him my number and i ended up chatting in passing before i left and gave him a hug, His name was Shawn and he seems like a great guy so if he calls me hopefully i will return his phonecall,
xoxo

Dead celebrity status
Mood:  happy
Topic: on much music
Wow, so i guess all that hounding people paid off because when i got off my butt and woke up and turned on muchmusic dead celebrity status was on with their new song we fall, we fall and not only that they played the old project wyze song right after jump i believe it's called, i was sooo happy and i am going to van today and it's finally super sunny out, and warmer, but i still have a crappy headache and haven't sent any christmas cards or parcels yet, so that's kinda stressful,
xoxo a

van city
Mood:  lazy
Topic: kyle
Hey,
So get this i am going to van city for a night and i am going to be going to my first gay bar it should be really interesting since i am not even gay, but i told my buddy that i would go with him. We rented a car and a hotel room so it should be fun, we'll get some christmas shopping done and such. So i went out on tuesday night i haven't updated i apologize because i was partying a lot, my visa is maxed now. So me and my roommate who doesn't even drink came out with me and we went to the local strip club which was great packed we had to stand and the girls were hardcore with their breasts pierced not their nipples the breast it was strange no purpose. Then we went off to my favorite club and i was pretty drunk. It was the most pecuiliar night because i ended up flirting with the bouncer, who is apparantly single, although i didn't think he was, man i would give anything just to kiss the guy he is so hotttt. But my fav bartender ended up giving me a very good discount which was sweet, and a free shot of j.d. which wasn't as strong as i thought it would be, although i had a lot of sparkling wine before i went out and i ended up wearing my pink tanktop and a black short skirt, i felt so good about myself and all these guys kept on coming up to me and hitting on me and inviting me to new years eve parties in penthouses like brandon from seattle he was cute. But since i had to work the next day and my roomie was with me, i couldn't have anymore fun but hey i ended up having a fab night,
xoxo

Hennessey
Mood:  party time!
Well, i ended up going for dinner at nick's house for kevin and erins going away and it was delicious. Then i drank with cam and ryan again, which was cool, smoked a joint and then ended up going to the beagle my favorite bar and was pretty drunk, kyle was there the bouncer man he's hot, he keeps me going...
xoxo amber