HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELINA !!
HEY WHAT’S UP, TO DAY IS MY GIRL KELINA’S BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL.
WELL TO DAY WAS A HARD DAY
YA IT WAS HARD TO WORK
I WAS SOOOOO TIRED, AND GROUCHY
ALSO ON THE WAY HOME THERE WAS AN ACCIDENT BY THE 76 GAS STATION MAN WAS MY CAR ACTING UP
IT’S HARD TO DRIVE A CAR THAT’S BROKEN LOL.
WELL I GUESS ILL WRITE MORE LATER ON TONIGHT.
O YA I THINK SHE’S MAD AT ME, OR SHE DIDN’T READ MY APOLOGY YET
IF NOT O WELL THAT’S ALRIGHT I GUESS

SO VERY SORRY
I JUST WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE THAT IM SO VERY SORRY ABOUT SATURDAY NIGHT
I WAS KIND OF DRUNK AND I WAS ACTING VERY SILLY
AND I JUST WANTED SO SAY TO THAT PERSON THAT LAST NIGHT YOU WAS VERY……………… YA THAT’S ALL I WANTED TO SAY.
BUT IF SHE DOESN’T READ THIS THEN SHE’LL NEVER KNOW.
BUT YA LAST NIGHT WAS FUN, MY COUSIN WAS FUNNY
LIKE ALWAYS.
WELL HOPE EVERY ONES SATURDAY NIGHT WAS FUN
AND I GUESS ILL WRITE MORE LATER IM TIRED,
BUT TO HER IM VERY SORRY
I KNOW YOUR MAD AT ME
BUT IF YOU DON’T EXCEPT MY APOLOGY
THEN IM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO
CALL ME IF YOU WANT TO YOU KNOW MY NUMBER

NIGHT AWAY.........
WHEN I THINK OF YOU I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
I JUST SIT THERE AND SPEND THE NIGHT AWAY
AS I SIT AND THINK ABOUT WHAT I WOULD SAY
WOULD I TELL YOU MY FEELINGS
OR WILL I JUST KEEP IT INSIDE
AND ASK YOU HOW WAS YOUR DAY
WISHING I COULD SPEND JUST ONE NIGHT
WILL THAT BE ASKING FOR TOO MUCH
IM NOT SURE
I JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW HOW PURE YOU ARE
BUT YET I KNOW YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME ARE SO FAR
SO I KNOW THERE IS NO REASON TO STAY
SO ILL JUST SIT HERE AND SPENDING ANOTHER NIGHT AWAY

I MISS........
I MISS LOVING SOMEONE
LOVING SOMEONE IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD
LOVING SOMEONE IS NOT LIKE LOVING A FRIEND OR EVEN LOVING A FAMILY MEMBER
THIS KIND OF LOVE IS SPECIAL
THE KIND OF LOVE THAT YOU SHARE WITH THAT ONE SPECIAL PERSON
THE KIND OF LOVE THAT NO ONE WILL TAKE FROM YOU
YOU’LL KNOW WHEN YOUR IN LOVE WHEN YOU CANT TAKE YOUR EYES OFF OF THAT PERSON
I MISS THAT
I MISS COMING COME HOME TO A KISS ON MY LIPS
I MISS A BIG HUG WITH “HOW WAS YOUR DAY”
I MISS SOMEONE TELLING ME ”I MISS YOU”
NOW I COME HOME TO A “HI ONI “
NOW I COME HOME TO AN EMPTY KISS
NOW I COME HOME TO EMPTY ARMS
AND I NEVER HEAR I MISS YOU ANY MORE
O WELL ILL GET USED TO IT I THINK
O WELL THAT’S JUST ONE THING I MISS
”LOVING SOMEONE”

WHAT I FEEL..........I THINK?
WHEN I THINK ABOUT HER I M NOT SURE BUT I THINK I MISS HER
AND EVERY TIME I SEE HER I WANT TO APPROACH HER
BUT IM NOT SURE IF SHE’S THINKING ABOUT ME
DO I WANNA MAKE HER FEEL WEIRD OR ANYTHING
I JUST WANT TO GET TO KNOW HER BETTER
IF THAT’S SO WRONG SHE REALLY LET ME KNOW
IF SHE DOESN’T SHE’LL FIND OUT SOME DAY
BUT UNTIL THEN ILL JUST HOLD MY FEELINGS INSIDE WHERE IT BELONGS
TUCKED INSIDE DEEP IN MY HEART
WHERE NO ONE WILL KNOW HOW I REALLY FEEL
ONLY ME!!

WHATS ON MY MIND!
JUST WANTED TO SAY WHAT’S UP. WELL TODAY WAS BORING I WENT TO WORK, AND I FINISHED EVERYTHING IN THE LAB AND NOW I HAVE TO SEE WHAT I HAVE TO DO TOMORROW. WELL IT’S HARD TO FIND THE NEW PERSON IN MY LIFE, CAUSE I DON’T HAVE THE TIME TO JUST GO OUT AND HANG WITH PEOPLE, OR EVEN MEET NEW PEOPLE ANYWHERE. IM JUST TO BUSY AT WORK. WHAT SHOULD I DO WORK OR RELATIONSHIP???.........WELL THAT’S EASY I THINK ILL WORK. WELL I JUST GOT HOME FROM CHURCH MAN INI'S BABY IS SO CUTE IM GLAD IM GOING TO BE HERE GOD FATHER. WELL I GUESS ILL LEAVE IT AS THAT FOR NOW.

WHAT MY DAY WAS LIKE
WELL MY DAY WAS ALL RIGHT I GUESS. TODAY I WENT TO WORK AND I GOT TO GO OUT ON A CONCERT POUR. ITS GETTING BETTER AT WORK I FINISHED ALL MY WORK IN THE LAB NOW I HOPE I CAN GO OUT MORE OFTEN SO I CAN PRACTICE BEFORE MY TEST ON SEPTEMBER 13,2003 CAUSE IF I DON’T PASS THAT TEST I HAVE TO FIND ME ANOTHER JOB. I REALLY DON’T WANT TO END UP LOOKING FOR ANOTHER JOB. THIS JOB PAYS GOOD AND I LIKE IT. AFTER WORK I WENT TO THE BEACH TO CHECK ON THE WAVES (THERE WERE NONE). AFTER THAT I WENT TO MT BOYS HOUSE AND KICKED BACK OVER HIS HOUSE E FOR A WHILE AND NOW IM ON HERE TYPING TO YOU.

GUESS WHAT?
HEY GUESS WHAT I JUST FOUND OUT THAT IF YOU LIKE SOME ONE YOU SHOULDN'T ACT ON YOUR FEELINGS CAUSE YOU’LL JUST END UP WITH A BROKEN HEART. EITHER THEY WILL TOTALLY IGNORE YOU OR THEY WILL JUST NOT ANSWER YOU WHEN YOU CALL. SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT COMMUNICATION IS THE BEST THING, O WELL I GUESS NOT. IT DIDN’T WORK FOR ME. I THINK ITS BETTER TO JUST IGNORE THEM AND THEN HOPE THERE GO AWAY. IT WORKED FOR HER.