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"So the child can become angry. It would seem you have some will to live afterall, if so stop running and choose to live."

"You have the eye of a dark one."

"True, half the blood in my body is the cursed blood of the dark, the other half that is dark tries to bury this world in madness, but the other half that is pure will yet triimph over the power of the dark."

"But that cannot be, humans are weak."

"Nevertheless, I tell you I will triumph over the dark."

"You cannot, How can you do, what cannot be done?"



Quote as of now


"When one door closes, another one opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully
upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us."

~Alexander Graham Bell





Happy Ending?

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...


Farewell...


December 20 - First entry of this site. w00t w00t. Html is a pain in the arse and its so friggin hard. Hopefully I will get this to work... Okay back to work! Farewell.

Mood:


December 22-Testing this thing...Lets see if this picture works...


January 27- Man Matt really pissed me off. If he just uploaded it and did nothing, then this wouldn't have happened. I am now making a whole new site on here cause Matt is a fucking asshole fucking with my shit. His thought was in the right place, but his actions were not. I am better off Isaac helping me. Geocities is now a dead page, enjoy this replica...
Current Mood -


February 13- Whoohoo. It is Friday the 13th! Oooh scary isn't it? Not really... Today Amy and I went to Barnes and Noble :D. I am so ecstatic! okay... anyway... I just decided to update my site today. Ummm... Happy Valentines Eve I guess to everyone. Valentines Day has to be the stupidest holiday in the world. Celebrate for those you love. What if you do not love anyone? It is so pointless and I do not get why people even celebrate it. Only dependent people who need someone celebrate it with their "spouse" or "significant other". Valentines Day sucks and whosoever does not thing so is gay. Maybe I am saying this because I have none to share if with or I am just not an optomistic person. Or maybe... I truly hate Valentines Day... Who knows... Barnes and Noble was fun. I hope I enjoy my 4 day weekend along with the "love". The mood does not fit MY mood, but since the occasion I thought it would be most appropriate. Enjoy the pictures. Farewell.
Holiday Mood: -



February 18 - My dad lectured me. Yelled a little and I could tell that he was annoyed. He was yelling to be about what? ... My grades. First marking period I get high honor roll and they expect that all the time? Well does he NOT realize each marking period kinda gets HARDER cause you learn NEW material? Is he that fucking STUPID. I get 2 B+'s and one B- and he gets all mad. One B+ consisted of a 89.4 but the teacher could not round it up 0.1 of a point... and that SAME teacher had the NERVE of sending a letter home saying I was doing BAD. Making a big deal of me missing 2 out of 47 homeworks. I get real mad talking about this in general and you do not know how mad I am. My dad says every B I recieve, he is to take away either my DVD, VCR, TV, and so on. You know, he had no effect on my grade in the first place so why does he even care? He doesn't support me in amything I do. He is definitely NOT the one that encouraged me to do well. I told myself, "I am not doing this for anyone but MYSELF." I am not doing it for my parents or ANYTHING. They think they were the ones that got me the good grades. NO it was ME so BACK OFF. Fuck off and leave me alone. I have so much to fucking say right now but I am not even going to try. Everyone can go fuck themselves... not in the GOOD mood at all. People have the nerves to think I am joking and not taking this seriously? Boy, they are gonna get it. As I said, NO ONE KNOWS ME AND THAT GOES FOR EVERYONE. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. YOU CANNOT EVEN TELL IF I AM PISSED UNLESS I TELL YOU! DON'T EVEN QUESTION ME ON THIS. From now on, I'll just KEEP my happy face... FUCK FUCK FUCK. I hope my dad rots in hell. ASSHOLE!! Off to make my poem cause this is not working. I am not expressing any emotion at all. This is just not enough. Poems are the best to express emotion. No mood or anything. Farewell.


April 9 - SPRING BREAK!It sucks that Spring Break is almost over and I didn't do a thing. I just hung out with a bunch of people. The NYUGENS are coming back this weekend! I am gonna hangout with them!! YAY! I am so happy! I am prolly gonna have a hangout at my house and yeah. I am happy!!! If you haven't notiecd I changed my quote. I like that quote, I really do not know why. So much crap has been happening. For one thing I found it quite weird that Rafi told me to call him the other day. Well that is one thing that I will not forget. Rafi is a fun guy to hang around. He's my video game buddy!! :D. Well today Nikki came over. It really isnt today cause it is 1:47a.m. but you know what I mean. Jack left a couple of minutes ago and yeah. I am hyper and I do not know why yet again.

Wow... I can hear Tiff from my room... She is yelling... Watch my parents hear her... anyway yeah I think that I might just get some tea and just be on my way. I will still be up and stuff but I just do not feel like typing. I probably will be playing a game or doing something stupid. Well I do not feel like putting a mood up so just yeah... Giddyness. Tiff is stupid for crying and I hate her yelling cause she is so annoying and crying for no reason. She deserves whatever cause you know what, she has to be stupid and get a tan for prom. Who CARES! I have so much crap to say, but I will not say it now. I have to go do stuff and talk to people about my hangoug with the NGUYENS! Luv them! Farewell