hey as u see I haven't updated this in a long time. my friend pojo likes my friend spaz. spaz is my bebst friend. shes kool. well anyways jasons friend pudge likes dori too. this is horrible wut should I do? stay out of it? i don't know wut to say when she asks me wut she should do. i just come up blank. anyways. in a couple of days it will be valentines day. im guessing im not gonna get much no one reallyl ike me cept jason. I love jason. its been 6 months but it would be kool if ya know i ad like a secret admirer or something. back to wut i was saying before. pudge really likes spaz. i hope she likes him too he is fun to hang out with. I used to like him alot. he is a great friend. but no one can take me from jason. for some reason I am envious of her. alot of people like her and she doesnt realize how lucky she is. unlike me.i really want someone to care for me and to love me. I know jason does. but he doesn't really show it and that is wut i want. "death is not to be feared, it is only a transition" sometimes I wish that was true. thank u for all who read this. I will leave it here with some quotes from my friends. buh bye. "I'm good at stuff, I'm just too lazy to do it" - Pojo "Don't waste ur life, i dont need that pain" - Twinks "I love u don't think I don't" - Jason "Mu wa ha ha" - Spaz "Your just looking for something that isn't there" - TweAK