Shout outsJason~There isnt really anything left to say, you know how i feel, you know how i took the break up, yo know everything aboutme and how i think. All i have left to tell you is i'm sorry, i'm sorry for everything thathappened because i know that it was my fault. I want you to still know that, I still love you, and to be quite honest, I probably always will. Thugh we had our fights, and our problems, you mean the world to me still. And i would never change anything about our relationship, except for how it ended. I will never regret onething we did together, because i did it with you, and that makes it mean so much to me. You might have hurt me, i'll admit that, but i also will admit that though you have hurt me, i am still willing to be friends. I also want to tell you sorry. Sorry for the times i told you nothing was wrong but it really was sorry for all the times that you could have been with the guys ut i wanted you to be with me, i'm sorry for all of it. I know you think words are deceptive, but i mean those words i am saying. And if i ever had the chance, yes i would go back out with you. I am still going to have feelings for you... and i want you toknow that I love you for who you are, what you are and the person you have helped me to become. And everytime i hear "where ever you will go" or "you got it bad", i will think about you... I'm sorry I can not help it that i still love you. You were adn still are the best thing that ever happened to me, and i will never forget you. Thats all ihave to say..
Chris~thanks for always being there for me your one of the best guy friends i could have! i know i can go to you for anything I love ya to death and i am always gonna be there for you next year love ya, your so sexy you know i want you meow!!
Matt~I Dont know what happened but i hope ur happy :)llol ur a good guy.. never forget all the memories we had.. like the movies and the dc trip.. and all the things that we said to eachother.. but things change n so do ppl lol, never forget your the tall tree in the forest, oh look i see you already!! Lol despite everything that happened i'm glad we can be friends still... we've had alota fun times and we've been through good and bad, but through all they crap, we managed to stay close... well somewhat. i love ya boy
Mary~Hey I cant believe i have known you for nine years. Your one of the best friends I could have and i know I can count on you for helping me with my relationship problems You know all my secrets and i trust ya... your the best pie i could know! lolz stay cool and never forget your one of my girls! Never forget all the lil talks we have lol they are always fun. We've been through sum stupid shyt huh? From skittles to guyz to ne thing... lol I know i can count on you bcuz we have been through so much together, your the best girl... we got the stupids!! We alwayz act DUMB! lol well.. thanks for alwayz being there... i love ya gurli!
Courtney~Hey gurl!!ur like the nicest person in the world 2 me and u always have been! thanks 4 always being there 4 me when i have a problem or if i'm just bored. ur a great friend&i'm glad we are friends if you ever needsum1 2 talk 2 i'll be here Stage crew is better than dancing!! naw lol i'm just playin, what you guys do takes talent! lylas
Brittney~*~What can i say... i miss ya being around girl... no ones ever there when i need someone to talk to even 2 seconds before the bell rings!! God who will i go to when i need advice in the middle of the day? or to cry with? or to get a quarter from? your alwayz gonna be my friend no matter what school you go to bcuz you were one of the few people who were always there for me through everything with that boy and I know that no matter where you are i can still email and call you even late at night! and dont worry no matter what we will alwayz be friends, cuz i dont know what it would be like if i didn't have sum1 as honest and kind (at the same time) to help me! Never forget all of our memeoriez. and even though we really only became friends this year you know so much about me. Thanx for alwayz being there when no one else was sometimes... were are the tear musketeers and the desserts! never forget that... I lylas and you are like the best friend that i could ever have. Dont forget me when you leave this year~!~ You could only hear breathing? Ohh and voices.. now i got ya. L OOK AT THAT SEXY BELLY BUTTON!!! NO I WONT LOTION YOU THERE! YOU WANT ME TO TOUCH YOU WHERE FOR HOW MUCH?!?!?! lolz. Do you think he will want to go to the movies with us i mean you know he is kinda ify bout me! LoLz, or how bout the lunch at 9:22???Never forget the time in olympiad when HE TOUCHED ME. OMG I ALMOST FAINTED THAT DAY! lol.You know you love the smiles and eyes. he is a sweetie ya gotta ADMIT that. Never forget all the times before home room, with wakataka 1-2 and 3 or sebastian being away from the sea. And all the times I call ed pretty pretty princess. lol. thats always fun. Girl its been a great year i know i can trust you with everything. I love ya to death. I am always here for you, cuz all the times at the dances.. you were there for me, even when no1 else was and I love ya to death for it. OOO do you have any pictures i can use? sure i'll take that one! WHO IS HOTT!? OHH YESSS HE IS SO SEXY!! hehe gotta love him!! your the GrEaTeSt friend i could ever have, thanx for all the late night advice, tear stoppin help and for being a great friend.. ur like a sister to me Squeaker and Britt friends forever.
Tony~*~hey buddy boy!! Its been a while huh? Never forget all the fun times in 3rd and4th grade... You have gotta be one of the sweetest, most adorable, honest people I have ever met!. We've been through alot (including my attitude changes..) your the best guy friend i could have.. I know I can go to you about anything! never forget all the INTERESTING phone convos we have.. omg its passions!! No cash flow?!?! OoO he is SoOo cute lol i just wanna lick him! Your the best.. i coulda never made it through the years w/o knowing i had one of the nicest guys in the world being my friend.Never forget pole dancing, or the guy cheerleaders. LoL Were gonna have sum mad fun on the band trip this year!! LOL I WANNA KICK MICKEY IN THE CROTCH! lol I love ya to death never forget that if you ever need a girl to com to that I'll be here for you no matter what the situation is. you've always been there for me thats why i love ya to death lol. Never forget all the stupid olympiad memories (tony why are the guys stalking you?!), or all the times in band we had (NO I DONT WANNA STOP PLAYING YET! I WILL QUIT WHEN I WANT TO QUIT!). And when I first met ya for real in third grade (even you were short then) lol. We had sum good times in Mrs McLaughlins class huh? Never forget hide and go seek under the table at the lock in lol IT STUNK! We really were loud! OmG did you see all of those shirts queener had?! Can you say ewwww lol... never forget the band camp memories. like the crank calls, and the lunch time convos and then of course the GIANT pizza lol we never did get all our money back huh?! Lets go to the mall!! Unisex and kids.. does that mean they are one sex and they like kids?! wheres my daddy wheres my daddy! lol lets get her a barbie! or a Thong!! that wuz TOO much fun!! haha i gotta go shoppin with you more! Good luck all through out high school. Its been a great time... I hope we stay friends longer. Lotsa love
Larry~*~Hey your the best guy that isnt my boyfriend! lol.. i kno i can count on ya when i'm down cuz ur like a brother to me.. she said the kids would be ugly? well she looks like a bird!!!! i cant stand her! lolz ur the best guy to go to when i'm sad!! love you lotz you have always been there for me even when the times are totally rough and i just wanna go crazy and loose it. No matter what happens i want ya to know that i'll always be here for you, we've seen rain and sunshine, and you are like an older brother to me. never forget that, and when you need someone to talk to even if its 2 am dont hesitate to call me. cuz we might get in fights but i love ya to death boy!!
Krisitna~Hey!! LoL we have sum funny memories huh? I'ma mutt!! lol... woof woof! thanx for alwayz being there for me. never forget that 2nd chair clarinets are the best! we aren't absolutely perfect but we dont stink either!! lol! wuznt the band trip the BESTEST!! haha lets throw teddy grahms and sweedish fish at the TV!! that wuz great!! omg you cant forget going on splash mountain and me getting soaking wet!!or how bout bein on the feild, that wuz great but they cut me outta the picture!! lol no matter what, ur always be one of my best friends cuz we've been through so much together... and you cant forget playin with the silver pens and decorating my binder!! lol love ya lots
Ra~ONLY 14 MINUTES LEFT!! haha isnt algebra the BEST!! NOT!! lol i know i'm a bitch sometimes but your a reallly good friend when i need someone to talk to i know i can go to you.. how do you do this problem? well y the heck do i have to multiply!! its so funny those days when you yell at porcelli,your agreat friend never change!!! hehe luv ya girly
Britt~Aint it fun at lunch and in the morning before classes start? lol u and me have been through alot of good times and bad times, u have helped me through all the crying & i wont ever be able to thank you enuff for being a great friend thanks for always being there 4 me evenwhen i had some of the hardest problems, u are a great friend lylas alwayz & forever never forget cookie 4 doritos? and all theother times i tried 2trade u 4ur food!! lol, i kow that when i have a problem i cna go to you even if you are busy and u will be more than willin to help! love u girl!!
Tracey~Can you believe these polar bears?!?! I AM SQUEAKER HERE ME ROAR!! lol ohh he is hott.. but not as hott as him.. that guy is kinda cute... well so is that guy that i like too lol never forget all the fun memories that we have had online and on the phone.. the monkeys will get u and i will attack gina!! lol.... oOo he is FINE! OMG ITS MY SONG MY BODYS TO BOOTILICIOUS FOR YA BABE!! PUT IT ON ME!! Lol i'll never forget ya! What he had NO CASH FLOW?!?! He wuzn't man enuff for me.. OoO I called mr lover today... shhh he doesn't know that yet though.You think it will happen?!?!? I dont... OmG Purple monkey dishwasher... lol yeah i kno i can be stupid... oOo she likes WHO!? SHE IS SOO GHETTO darn cant she get her OWN ideas augh! Never forget all the times i get wound up and me and the bumpy moneys talk.. I'm nutz but ya kno ya love me for it! Over the past couple of years we have become really good friends and i wouldnt be the person i am with out u! and i mean it! even if it is 10 am and i have a problem I can call ur house! ur the best! never forget all of our stupid convos the word of the day is "DORK!" LoL I love ya lots!
Katie~U are one of my best middle school friends (and my boyfriends sis) we have some interesting convo's on the phone huh?? we sing pretty! everyones jealous of our awesome singing talent! you know they are!! haha thats so great!! lol thankz for alwayz being there for me, especially when my knee wuz bothering me(that hurts really bad when that happens!! hehehe) or when i wuz complaining bout that guy we all love lol your a great friend and i couldnt have made it through all the hard times with out you. never forget when i came over and we went to dinner, haha that wuz great! or when jason wuz bout to push open the automatic door!! ooo i still gotta get your bday present!! maybe this time when u say g2g you'll actually sign off? just a thought.. your a great person to talk to when i'm feelin down or when i'm cryin, or when i'm laughin, or when even if i'm just bored!! lol i kno i might be a real bytch to you, but its just when i'm havin bad days mayb i could come over sometime and help you with ur web page? lol ooo let me do your profile!! pleasee!!oo shopping for pajamas online... lets go in some chats! lol geezus so many insiders!! lol mooo.. lets play word whomp! hehe help me think of a word!! great minds think alike (dumb ones just dont thinK!) we have alotta interestin late night convos.. typin in pt 1 font, n in spanish and french! hehe well lylasil!! lol (that still cracks me up!!) haha bye!!
Alicia~*~Gurl its been a while, and your really nice thank you for always being there for me through the good times and the not so good times. No matter what problem i had you were always there for me checking up on me like at the dances, your one of the best friends i could ever have never forget that remember that if you need anything dont be afraid to lemme know, what can i say? you were like a sister to me last year, everytime i had a problem you were the first person to know and the only person willing to help your one of the bes friends i could ever have lylas
Melanie~We are the COWBOYZ CHEERLEADERS!! LOL. Never forget that I love beagle bites made with 1o0% dog!! LOL You guyz are like grabbing your butts during your WHOLE routine??? WHOA THERE PARTRNER!! YOU HAVE A MAIDE?! No fair! LOL thanks for alwayz being there for me through thick and thin, you go through more boyfriends than i do pencils! LOL melanie ur the best!! I love ya like a sister and u are like my lil sister lolz never forget that the clarinets, ARE the best! (ok so is the bass clarinet) lol.
Juls~HeHe we have alotta fun in stage crew huh? between u me and lauren n sam!! hehe thanks for always being there when i need someone to talk to, or cry to,or B*tch to!! ur the best!! oOoPs am i suppose to move that now?
Amy~Hey we got sum interesting topics for convo'z huh? Thanks for alwayz being there for me through every thing with MR STARNER (cough cough tony cough cough) you're the best! I love ya to death and i am SoOo happy that were both going to MHS!!! LoLz ur great to talk to at lucnh!! hehe lets look like mrs wilkinson! hahaLove ya lotz
Chris~Hey my sexXxy baby! haha that wuz so funny! we have alotta fun b4 stage crew starts huh? ur a great friend and i know i can tlak to you when i have a big problem with anything (people on my side of the stage, people on ur side of the stage, emotional stuff) ur like a big brother to me, i love ya boy!! thanx for all ya've done for me!!
Joni~God they wont leave you alone will they?!? LoL THE DORKS ARE IN MY ROOM!!! HAHA!! lol are ne of the track team guyz cute this year??? Hehehe your cool girl, never forget at zoes the pillow fight lol You jump through the waves like THIS!!! hehe you've been there for me alot over the year and whenever you need someone to talk to, just let me know i'm alwayz gonna be here for ya cuz ur such a good buddy to me!! lets talk with a british accent! lol "Hey brain whatta wanna do today" "lets do our secret handshake AYYYYY" lol lylas!
Hey this is where i gotta give a shout to the guyz and girls that i just didnt get a written shout out. Andrew~ John Wayne~ Amber~Lauren~ Hannah~ Kristina~ Jennifer~ Spike, Chloe~ Ashton~ Kathleen~ Kira~ Abu~ Pierre~ Caleb~ Tim~ Tom~ Amanda~ Lexis~ Ria~ Mr. FunnyBunny (lol) ~ Lauren~ Sam~ Katie~ The rest of my stage crew buds! luv ya all!