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My Poetry
Youll never again be caught in the hall with out a pass.
Nor will you attend your prom
Or graduate with your class.
You wont enroll in college
Or play on a big ten team.
You wont begin a major
Or complete your greatest dream.
There wont be any wedding
for you and a lovely bride
No honeymoon will happen
no cuddling by a fire.
You wont ever buy a house
Or create a family
There wont be any presents
Underneath your Christmas tree.
Spoiling your grandchildren-somthing you will never do.
Are you hearing what im saying?
Is it getting through to you?
The hours pass into days
Moons will set to rising suns.
The months will turn into years
And yet death has jsut begun.
Did you think of forever
With that gun against your head?
Was that trigger hard to pull?
Are you glad that you are dead?
The questions go unanswered
My mind sways to and fro.
Why the teenage suicide?
I guess I'll never know...
I don't know what you did to me but I can't get you out of my mind.
You make me smile on rainy days, and you make it better on days of shine.
Your eyes give off a sparkle that makes even the brightest stars mad.
Just one look into them let's me know that it will be ok when things are bad.
I never knew someone could fill me with such warmth and light.
Then I saw your smile and all my days since have been so beautiful and bright.
When you are around my strength knows no bounds.
Whenever you leave my world holds a frown.
I have never thought that love could be this true.
Until the day I gave my heart and all my love to you.
Never worry that one day I'll be gone.
It is because of you that every day I go on.
You give my life joy, laughter, and fun.
I can promise,that you, are my only one
** Without Words**
No words can describe
The way you make me feel
The way you hold me in your arms
And make my hurting heal
I cannot express
This feeling that is new
It's no strong and I only get
This way when I'm with you
Wish I could tell you
How much my love is real
If you could only read my mind
And tell me how I feel
I wish you were here
Every hour of everyday
And maybe then you'd realize
Just what I want to say
No moment goes by
When you're not on my mind
Your sweetness always stays with me
You make my soul unwind
It's unbelievable
How we communicate
Always thinking of eachother
We'll never separate
I'm at a loss for words
My heart is in your hands
Turn all this nonsensse into love
And show me you understand
I'm so lost for you
My love that keeps growing
Is a love that lasts forever
Why is not worth knowing
If we could not speak,
We'd aid each other's needs
Life's a dance we learn as we go
Taking turns being in lead
Even without words
I know this love is true
Forever's what I'd like to be
If that's ok with you.
Do you ever think about me,
The way I think of you?
Do you ever wonder what I'm thinking,
Or if I'm sad & blue?
Do you ever ask about me,
When you're talking to the guys?
Do you ever wish upon me,
When you're gazing to our skies?
Do you get so lonely,
That you just break down and cry?
Do you ever miss me so much,
That you think you'd rather die,
Than to think about your feelings,
Though you know you never tried,
Quite as hard as I did.
And that you can't deny.
So if you ever need a keeper,
Or even just a friend,
Don't you ever skip around me.
For my love for you can't ever end.
I listen to the words
As I read them to the kids-
Of people in far off places,
Of the wondrous things they did;
How knights in shining armor
Rescue the Princess in the tower;
How Good was always winning,
Or of Love's amazing power.
One thing I know is true-
Every story ends the same.
With "Happily Ever After" and
No thought to the years that came
The thing I've always envied most
Of the Heroes of the past-
That, no matter what they went through,
Their Love would always last.
I wish life were a fairy tale
Where all your dreams come true.
I know that in my fairy tale
I'd always be with you.
I wish life were a fairy tale-
There's so much I would do.
If life were just a fairy tale-
A fairy tale come true.
I thought that maybe I had found the One-
The guy with whom I'd share my hopes and dreams.
But soon I found that nothing's like it seems:
Now hope is dead before it had begun.
I'd hoped that you and I would have some fun.
We'd laugh and cry, and talk about our dreams.
And through our joy we'd catch some light from beams,
And in our hearts would Love shine like the sun.
I knew your eyes would always tell the truth-
A truth too hard for words to ever bear.
With flowers I did give my heart to you,
But in your eyes I saw you did not care.
My heart is yours no more; one thing that's true:
My life goes on-for I'll get over you.
The lonely nights
of staying awake
all the thinking of you
is getting hard to take
the thoughts of you and i
running through my head
but they are only dreams
for i am lying here in bed
us holding hands
talking all night
of the things that we love
giving eachother insite
i can try with all my might
to make these dreams come true
but its not all up to me
its also up to you
so reading these words
knowning how i feel
asking you one thing
how canwe make this real?
You lied to me.
You did me wrong.
but thats O.K
cuz I'll grow strong.
You showed me love.
You showed me lust.
but in the end.
You left me in the dust.
My faith was lost.
My hopes destroyed.
I payed the cost.
for being loyal.
You had me blind.
You had me deaf.
You walked me through.
My one last breath.
Sleepless nights.
with many lights.
why cant you see.
what you've done to me .
You took from me.
The best in me.
Cant you see.
Im lost in me.
Destiny
My life you see.
Just passed me by
because you lie.
When the heavens stars loose their glow
when mighty oceans cease to flow
when mankind has no more to go
thats when ill stop loving you
when the sun above no longer shines
and the universe runs outta time
till the memory of life is far behind
thats when ill stop loving you
It is said nothing lasts forever
but to everything thats not true
for you will be within my heart
untill eternity is through
everything begins so it may end
thats natures golden rule
but nature has never felt a force so strong
as the love deep in my soul
when the rain no longer falls
and night birds quiet their hauntingcalls
and natures wonders no longer entrall
thats when i'll stop loving you
When you can't live without them
When you can't be alone
When you spend the nights hours
Talking about nothing on the phone
When you smile around them
When they smile back at you
When they can't let you go
Then you know the love is true
When you make every effort
When they make one too
When you tell them you love them
And they love you too
When your heart skips two beats
When their heart skips three
When no one in the world
Can say you're not meant to be
When thy're there for you
When they can't let you go
When you can't say goodbye
Then thats how you know
When they leave
When they find someone else
When your heart is all alone
Just thrown onto the shelf
When you are done crying
When it's all through
Just remember and be happy
Because that someone loved you..
I'll never be the one...
who lies next to you at night.
I'll never be the one...
who you dance with and hold ever so tight.
I'll never be the one...
who wipes the tear from your cheek.
I'll never be the one...
that watches you as you sleep.
I'll never be the one...
that you plan the future with.
I'll never be the one...
that you greet with a kiss.
I'll never be the one...
that you walk with in the rain.
I'll never be the one...
but, I'll love you just the same.
Glass Menagerie
Although you do not love me now,
I know you loved me then.
The walks, the talks, so late at night...
Do you remember when?
With eyes that used to smile at me,
You'd come and take my hand.
The memories of the little things
are more than I can stand.
The thing that hurts the most is that
it wasn't long ago,
That you used to tell me, how much
you loved me so.
How can you love so passionately,
then coldly turn away?
Does love die so easily,
How can it fade away?
Love to me, seems to be, a total mystery...
For how can something seem so strong,
break so easily?
Love can make you feel a sense
of false security,
But can shatter like the pieces of
a glass menagerie.
Sleep, unwanted, haunts me still
No longer does it ease
For once it has me then it will
Begin its broken dreams.
Dreams that I am whole again-
My heart unscarred as well
Dreams without a hint of pain
That in reality swell.
Dreams that I ever had a chance
That hope would never die.
Dreams that break my heart anew-
Dreams that make me cry.
And so I sit, awake, alone
While tears flow down unseen
For my pain is made real again
With every broken dream
My eyes are like an open book
Whenever he's around.
I try to speak, I form the words
Yet I never make a sound.
I whisper words of greeting
When I pass him in the hall
Silent words are fleeting-
he hears them not at all.
I cannot think, I fail to breathe
he's all I ever see.
I can not pull my gaze away,
His eyes are drawing me.
I tell him what he means to me,
What words could not express.
I whisper all my thoughts aloud
Into the emptiness.
Words they fail me once again,
Not knowing what to do
Always hoping, dreaming, praying-
If he only knew.
Thanks for always being here for me
thanks for stay'n true
thanks for lett'n me know its ok
that i can come to you
i can go to you with my problems
and all the good stuff too
Youre there to hear the old stuff
or when i tell you something new
Thanks for helpn me thru the worste
the times i was so mad i could burst
You guys are the greatest friends
and ill always remember you till the end
Hey to all my true friends
thanks for being here
I kno that we'll always be friends
for more then just a year
Thanks for all the laughter,joy, and cheers
thanks for come'n to me
when you need someone to wipe your tears!
It really means a lot to me that you can trust me too
Hey to all my real friends
Please forever stay true!
If I were to die tonight
I wonder what I'd miss.
Could it be your lovely face?
..or maybe just your kiss.
If I were to die tonight
would you, too, miss me?
I sometimes wonder if
you'd simply let it be.
If I were to die tonight
I know I'd miss you.
Life now is all so great
as I am in love with you.
If I were to die tonight
Would I miss you and all the rest?
We must prepare for the worst things to happen
and hope for all the best...
If I could hold your hand...
I would never let it go...
I would cherish it forever...
I would keep it oh, so close.
If I could see your eyes...
I would look deep within...
I would try to feel the fire...
I know will never end.
and if I could see your smile...
I would take one last shot...
I would tell you I love you...
you're the only one I've got.
Someone to hold me in the midnight hours
and show they care by any means,
whohelps dry all the many tears
that my eyes have seen
a person who almost always
has the time for me each day
who listens to all of my fears
and helps chase them away
I just want someone who
can look into my eyes
past all of my faults
to the real me deep inside
all i want is someone
who wil really care
and when i need someone to talk to
i will know they are there
someone who doesnt mind me in their arms
when the day is done
I guess all i really need is
... Some one ...
We've seen our share of ups and downs,
We've been in a few fights,
but in every situation
we always make things right
And when I know that I need someone
To go to when something's wrong,
I know that you will listen
even if the story's long,
You're more than just a friend to me,
you help life my spirits when I'm down
you are in my mind constantly
even when your not around
words can not express
these feelings I have for you
and for you I will always be there
until eternity is through
and though sometimes i dont say it
I want you to know its still true
that no matter what might happen
I will always love you
