When in all honesty you don't know what to do. You wish it would go away. You wish it wasn't part of your life. The pain that goes along with it. Is litteraly unbearable at times. You wish someone would answer your cry. You wish you had someone to help. But you know, it'll never go away. And you know, no one'll answer your cry.
You pray to God for a change. But, your prayers are not answered. And still, faith is kept. Faith will not be lost. For, there has to be a little faith, to keep life going. And you just wish that your prayer would be answered. And maybe someday it will...
Okay, well by now I dunno what your thinkin'. But anyways..hi..how are you? As you've probably figured out, this page is a "sad" one..and it's about I. Who's I? I'm I. I is me. Enough info gaven there! I dunno what to really say. But, as you can see..I'm not exactly always happy. Who is though? And we all really need someone in life...to help 'em through things. Now, the only thing is...is that those "people" for me, aren't exactly able to help as much as they want or are needed... But, that's k. But you know, if your the kinda person...who thinks that your "all that" or that your "better" than others. Then get a life. There's too many of us out there that are "put down" ect..by you kinda people. And I wish with all my heart & soul that humans would realize that. But I also know, that that'll never acually happen. And in all, I do wish that everything would "improve" for me, but I also doubt that. Now, on this page, I'm just gonna write about certain "topics". The poems and everything that is wrote on this page, is by me. So, just read what is written, and think a little 'bout things. K?
You have that feeling within. That feeling of sadness? That feeling of emptiness? Maybe these feelings would go away...if only you had someone to help remove it. But...that seems to be a joke. You'll never have anyone. This feeling will never leave. It'll remain a part of life...for as long as you live...
The stuggle is great. At times you don't know how you survive. But you do. You struggle to act happy. You struggle not to upset others. When the tears start flowing. They do not stop. Your strength is drained out..by all the struggleing. You wish like always that there was no struggle. But this stuggle for happiness just seems to never end. You want to be happy. But your so alone...you cannot find happiness...and this stuggle will keep on going on. For, you know not how to end it. Though you wish it gone.
The truth itself is hidden from view of others. Though some may be let out. You hide the truth in order to save others the greif of worriness...or just because you have no one to tell anything too. The hidden truth is not exactly pleasent. All the saddness, anger, sorrow, greif, and hate is within. You keep it there. You don't want others to see. You don't want them to know. To know...how much pain there is within. And you keep it that way. Untill the day it has to be released. On that day. God only knows what'll happen...
The pain lingers within. So much pain. The pain makes tears. The tears seem to never end. So many tears, all shed...because of the pain. Tears, you wish they wouldn't show. You wish you didn't shed so many tears. But, you can't help it. Your just so hurt, and the tears...seem to never end...