lying down without effort
i float the world floats past me
i swim the current is strong
trying, wishing i couldnt
tread water
trying praying, to surround me
desperate to kill me
destroy me and keep me alive just long enough to realize
how much ive sunk
i float the world consumes me
i swim i still have a fucking fiery sword of justice
rendering useless everything in conflict putting
all in tranquility
a peace quieter than death,
a place more still
sinking in delusions the bottom is cold
not warmed by my radiance