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Go Ahead...Open the Fridge and Take Another Part of Me...
Mon, Jun 27 2005
Where to begin...?
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Boys, marriage,and moving
Try having your relationship (with ur b.f. of 3 months suddenly do a 180, your mom marry some whacko (not really...love ya terry), have two new sisters that you previousley went to school with, and moving to ur scools rival city all in the same month...not exactly a carnival thrill ride...but thats how life ultamatley ends up around here. You think u know whats gonna happen next...then WHAM! something new explodes right on the brink of your happiness and then u have to work ur ass off to get back what u had before the drama started. Chris and i started dating the 2nd of April 2005. His the best thing that has ever happened to me...only sometimes i wonder if he REALLY feels the same way...u see...between the partying, time with friends, his crazy mom, and a dad that makes him work constantley...i just dont seem to fit into his already stressful lifestyle. You,see not to say that i am complicated...im just a very in depth kind of person...i need attention on many different levels i guess u could say. Sometimes im overwhelmed by this dark cloud that followes me everywhere convincing me that he's going to leave me...which if he does, by the way, i'll just die! And about that marriage i mentioned earlier...yea...not exactley a calm household (not that it ever used to be) what with 4 girls, a husban, and a new wife struggling to all fit in with one another. I love my mom but this is her 4th marriage and im desperatley hoping that it works out. After all at 35, a woman needs someone and my mom definatley deserves prince charming. She is (afterall) the best mom in the whole wide world. Now on to Tia (the oldest) and Shayla (the youngest...Terry calls her baby) lol. Both extremely beautiful girls whom im really glad to be sisters with now. I;m sure they're just as stressed as anyone else in this family has the right to be. All the caos can be fun at times though (im in no way attempting to make this family out to be stressed out winches although thats ordinarily what we are. I think it will a most satisfying adventure living with so many siblings...or maybe it will turn out to be the death of me...lol...more later.

Posted by dc2/desireeaudrina at 9:02 PM EDT
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