Today was a significant day. I realised two very
important things today. The best thing was that I got accepted to the
University of Maryland for the Fall of 2005. That was definitly sweet
cuz I was pretty sure I was going to be a career student at A.A.C.C. I
fucked up there a bit but I got it together when it counted.
Fortunately Maryland understood. Definitly the shit that im not a
lifetime member of the student body at Harvard on the Severn.
The other thing I learned is that sometimes you gotta be content
with second place. When all is said and done, your stuck riding
shotgun. The unfortunate reality is that some people are resigned to
runner up. And after realising this today, ive reluctantly grown
content with that fact.
Im glad I got all this learning stuff out of the way. It would have been nice to know this (3 years ago to this day) so I could have avoided 90% of this mess. Keep in mind, im not mad or upset; grateful i learned it now and not later. I cant sum up what M-Ville truely is. The closest I can get at this point is the
following :
- M-Ville is everywhere
- M-Ville is management
Brotherhood is a rule we cannot bend
My playlist among others:
- saves the day - sell all my clothes im off to heaven
- taking back sunday - number five with a bullet
- red hot chilly peppers - under the bridge (mville in place of
LA)
- the get up kids - ten minutes
- oasis - wonderwall
- finch - what it is to burn
- thursday - standing on the edge of summer
