List of my Away Messages
- I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now you were never there for me never there to carry me, 17 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look what you've done to me realize what you've done to Me! Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone. Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left. Feels like I've never been loved. Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me. Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone. I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away .
- What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die.
- Here I stand now and I'm alone,
With no one to comfort me.
One set of footprints in the sand.
No one to take my hand, I'll .
I'll walk through as long as I need.
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone.
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me.
- I've known faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my friends have pictures made to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered what I've done to
Calcify...
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face
Don't even try it! You had be a liar just to
Infiltrate me - I'm still drowning
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
Take... this... away...
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the holy ghost
And kill you if you get too close
- I am lonely like the moon
You are faraway as the earth
Now you say I light your thoughts
Night After night
Soon you forget
We are drifting in this dance
I can feel you circle my thoughts
Keeping such a graceful distance
So close but somehow apart
Sometimes I cry for you
Knowing you don't want me to
Sometimes I whisper to the stars up in the sky
That I want to find the way to your soul
Kiss in the sun when morning comes you don't seem to count the hours
When we are not together
I've seen a tender fire in your eyes
Yet when I'm gone you carry on
I float in this emptiness
Till at last love returns
With the night and the lonely moon
- Emotions inside us troubling,
The hatred inside us escalating,
The sickness inside us keeps us weak,
The masses inside of us suffering they are bleeding,
The calling inside us sick with greed,
The voices calling to us deafening we're not listening
The leaders inside us posturing,
The pollution inside of us suffocating me,
The science inside us menacing
The will that's inside of us its dying end is coming
We're killing ourselves killers
Goddamn we fucked up the circumstance,
Too late to save us from ourselves,
Callous minds against trust and confidence,
Too late to give a damn now
Too late to save us from ourselves, too late to make it all go away,
Too late to beg pardons from the mother, too late to give a damn
Now we'll sit and wait
Wait wait for the coming. of the end
It's okay the ending it's over no more pain.
- The One Ring Verse
Three rings for elven kings under the sky,
seven for dwarflords in the halls of stone,
nine for mortal men doomed to die,
one for the Dark Lord on his dark throne
in the land of Mordor, where the shadows lie.
One ring to rule them all,
One ring to find them,
One ring to bring them all
and in the darkness bind them -
in the land of Mordor, where the shadows lie.
- Run now get away from me if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head you'll never get away. I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away,You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through then I'll turn and walk away.
- A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearfull. Is this a test? It has to be. Otherwise I can't go on. Draining patience, drain vitality. This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's alittle old. But I'm still right here giving blood keeping faith and I'm still right here. If there were no rewards to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would have walked away by now. *sighs* and I still may.
- today i am dirty, i want to be pretty, tomorrow, i know i'm just dirt
today i am dirty, i want to be pretty, tomorrow, i know i'm just dirt
we are the nobodies, we wanna be somebodies when we're dead
they'll know just who we are
we are the nobodies, we wanna be somebodies when we're dead
they'll know just who we are
yesterday i was dirty, wanted to be pretty, i know now that i'm forever dirt
yesterday i was dirty, wanted to be pretty, i know now that i'm forever dirt
we are the nobodies, we wanna be somebodies when we're dead
they'll know just who we are
we are the nobodies, we wanna be somebodies when we're dead
they'll know just who we are
some children died the other day, we fed machines and then we prayed
puked up and down in morbid faith, you should have seen the ratings that day