Stephanie : hey

Tristan : hey sexy

Stephanie : your awake

Tristan : yep

Stephanie : doin anything exciting?

Tristan : not really, id love to be with you

Stephanie : Id love for you to kiss me

Tristan : i could kiss you all day and night ; ) i think im dreaming

Stephanie : *smiles* trust me, youre not dreaming

Tristan : *puts his arms around you* i cant wait to that sexy smile of yours, unfotunatly i wont see it much, your lips and mine will be busy

Stephanie : it's not that unfortunate, as long as youre kissing me, i dont think you'll miss it much

Tristan : *smiles* i guess you're right,

Stephanie : you just made me realize how much i want to see your smile *sigh*

Tristan : im british remember, u dont wanna see my smile

Stephanie : im sure it's not that bad, in fact im sure that its the sexiest smile in the world

Tristan : *misty eyed* i love you

Stephanie : i love you too

Tristan : do you have any idea how special you make me feel

Stephanie : *nods* as special as you make me feel

Tristan : *notices what he is doing* whoa, crying and smiling at the same time,

Stephanie : *puts her forehead against yours and dries his eyes* you're amazing

Tristan : i dont know why you think that but i dont care, i love you.

Stephanie : i'd list out the reasons but it would take to long, i love you too

Tristan : babe, i need to ask you a question

Stephanie : go for it

Tristan : am i a good boyfriend, i feel like i leave you so lonely.

Stephanie : omg, are you crazy? now i feel bad, if i ever made you feel like that im so sorry. i love you so much, im not lonely...i want you with me but i can wait, i dont want anybody else, ever

Tristan : no, its not you, its just something that i have questioned myslef with and you are the only one with the answer. you are without a doubt the best girl ive had the privilige of knowing

Stephanie : you're the best thing that's ever happend to me, when i broke up with my last boyfriend i didnt think i'd be able to get over him, but with you in my life nothing and nobody else matters, cause i only love you

Tristan : i didnt have that problem, you are my first real girlfriend,

Stephanie : well your not my first boyfriend but your my first love

Tristan : you are my true love

Stephanie : *holds your hand and looks into his eyes* and you are mine

Tristan : *looks away from her to dry his eyes* im a regular waterworks factory tonite

Stephanie : *smiles and kisses his cheek* it's ok, it's good that you can cry in front of me

Tristan : is it?

Stephanie : yeah, it means that you can let me know how your feeling, and that you dont hide your emotions from me

Tristan : i feel as if i could tell you anything, its like when im with you, i could do anything

Stephanie : you know what you could do?

Tristan : what

Stephanie : kiss me...no pressure

Tristan : with pleasure *puts his arms around her and holds her tightly, he kisses her on the neck and slowly moves up and kisses her lips*

Stephanie : *smiles* thank you

Tristan : *smiles back* no need

Tristan : *thinks `what i wouldnt give to just lay next to her and hold her all night`*

Stephanie : hmm, good thing i cant read your mind otherwise i'd be crying

Stephanie : and to bad you cant be next to me, its freezing here and its suppossed to snow tonite, i need you to keep me warm

Tristan : its a shame that im so far away from you

Stephanie : *sighs* yeah

Tristan : you need someone closer to home

Stephanie : but...

Tristan : steph, remember that advise i gave you about if someone loved you they would want you to be happy, if someone over with you makes you happy, im all for it

Stephanie : yes i remember, which is why nobody over here can touch me... cause anybody who knows me knows that im head over heels in love with you, and not them

Tristan : thank god the lights are off, so i cant see the tears forming in my eyes

Stephanie : if i loved somebody else...that would hurt you wouldnt it? it would make you sad?

Tristan : i cant answer that one, i think everything to death and issues like that i cant even begin to contemplate what id do, good things rarely happen to me so when you came along i want to just cherish every single moment *teary eyed* i just wanna answer your question, if you fell in love with someone else it would end my world and to keep you i would do anything, but if you truly did love whoever it was, id be happy for you

Stephanie : *takes your hand and puts it over his chest* feel that?...it's my heart, and you have it forever and always, i promised that i would never hurt you, and i wont

Tristan : how sad am i, its 3am, im crying and this is the highlight of my day. i cant put into words how im feeling now, but know that i love you, now, and forever.

Stephanie : *hands him a tissue and puts her arms around him* dont cry... i love you too

Tristan : *holds you close to him and stares into her eyes* how perfect is this

Stephanie : *stares back into yours* i know how perfect it is...so perfect that now im crying

Tristan : *kisses her on the lips and holds her tightly* that feeling in my stomach is so strong, i think i need medical atention

Stephanie : *smiles* if i had a cure i'd use it on myself... actaully no i wouldnt, cause i like the feeling you give me

Tristan : people often ask me, how can you love someone you havent seen, this is how, what im feeling right now, im my heart, can only be love

Stephanie : i have to ask...what if i disappoint u?

Tristan : more likely that i will disappoint you, to be blunt of all my friends i look the worst, my hair is a constant mess (i use the old fasioned "just got out of bed style" as anything else would take half day to do) you only have to look at my track record, 0 girls for 14 years. some have been really nasty about my appearence and so i will see you as the person i love

Stephanie : i think i need to compliment you more...and boost your self confidence

Tristan : a compliment from you would put me on cloud 9

Tristan : 10, 11 and cloud 12

Stephanie : well i think your the sweetest, sexiest, nicest guy i've ever been with, or met for that matter, and i wanna spend the rest of my life with you

Stephanie : there, that's more then one compliment...how do u feel?

Tristan : *moves his mouth but no words come out*

Tristan : speachless

Tristan : i cant wait to have you in my arms for real

Stephanie : i know, i think being this far away from you is torture

Tristan : you're closer to me than anyone, you are in my heart and soul

Stephanie : *looks away from his eyes* you're makin me all emotional, im gonna cry

Tristan : *puts his arms around her and holds her* aww babe, if u cry i will to

Stephanie : but i cant help it, you make me feel like this and then say things like that and i love you so much and my tears are half happy cause your mine but half sad cause i wanna be with you so much

Tristan : *holds her in his arms* i dont know how i got someone as good as you to love me like this. all i know is that im gonna love you back and keep you forever

Stephanie : i love you so much

Tristan : I love you too, with all my heart and soul, for all eternity