05/10/2004--15:28//Hmm, misa sorry for anyone that reads this *pops up from sleep "oops" and falls back to sleep* i've just been not having time to do much more then check others lj's and then talk to da chibi for a while. I reached phase V in AIT so now that i can use my celly, i use it a lot ^^ so what, i can if i wanna, and i wanna talk with my koibito, so *sticks tongue out at anyone who disagrees*
Well, school treats me fine, its quite simple in its own ways, making me feel like BAT man since BAT means Barney Army Theorom and thats how we are taught here...like everyone is just watching another episode of Barney...iie, much bad much bad. But i survive, and hell, in a few more weeks on memorial day weekend, i'll be able to see my koibito, woot!!! i'm a buying a plane ticket as soon as my damn drill sergeant's give me a date that i can leave. so those kisama's better hurry the hell up, ne? of course ^^
well, back to school i must go, so ja mata ne all, and totemo aishiteru chibi *huggles and cuddles da chibi * **chuuuuuu!!!**
03/20/2004-->19:52//well, cpu courses are now going on here at AIT in ft. gordon, GA. Fun stuff... oh well, just means i'm that much closer to seeing my perfect koibito~chan when i see her. I finally saw her little timer she has for me, and i found it quite neat since i hadn't figured up the amount of time that'd i'd be gone really by days and minutes, and wat not. I can't wait for my mail to get to her either so we can continue our letter writing. I can't rely on email since these damn govt. cpus don't like personal email services, the baka kisamas!!! Anywho, i passed my addy to my lj acct for those that cared to write *shrugs* i don't mind if they write or not, it'd be nice, but as long as da chibi continues her lovely letters (gotta enjoy those psychology surveys, ne?) i'll be fine ^_^ For now though, i must go and continue my course and get back to the barracks, peace out all of ya'll and Aishiteru to you chibi ^_^
03/11/2004-->3:55p.m.//OMG!!! i'm touching a computer for the first time since my last entry...this keyboard feels funny desu ne...but misa couldn't be happier. Right now its graduation day, so while everyone else is out with their families (mine's back home ^_^;;) i'm here at the library chilling...i can't get back into the barracks to call my chibi...i was supposed to call her at 3, but i have to find a phone first. But the second i find one, its her all the way ^^ anywho, its been 9 weeks, 9 long weeks with out her. Another 18 to go, but if i can do it this far, i can do it twice more ^_^;; at least it should be easy sailing from here, not as strict from what i've heard. Anywho, just felt like posting something before i had to get off...these stupid gov. cpu's are filtered and i can't get on AIM or livejournal so screw it for now, i'll just have to call her ^^ later all, and hopefully i'll see another computer soon (gawd my typing speed went down ^_^;;) aishiteru always chibi
01/04/04-->3:02p.m.// Again, back from da church, chatting with my koibito-chan before i leave tonight. I finally ship tonight. Well, actually i go to Indy, then stay the night where i'll go through the military processing before i ship out tomorrow. Heading to South Carolina, oh joyous days ^^;; but at least the weather is around 60-75 degrees, comfy desu ne...still not as comfy as holding my chibi, but it'll do for the 8 months that i'm gone. I'm guessing that the mikey is gonna learn how to use his english skills to write his chibi and friends letters. I know i'm gonna miss people, mainly da chibi. But other then that, i'm not going to be homesick, i'm not one to worry about things like this. I've already been away from home when i went to Purdue for that one semester, and i loved it. So, the next 8 months will be different however, and i'll just have to rely on the few whom i'm writing to keep me updated with certain aspects, maybe even the frequent reports on the annoyances of monkeydude will be included in their -heh heh-
As for the family, i'm just fed up with them really. Dad still riding my ass up till the finish line, that being tonight when i ship, so its going to be a fun send off...with the threat of being booted out of the house if i don't pass boot. That'll mean no more college, no more place to live, and a very mikey...but thats not going to happen since i'm positive that i can pass. They don't make the Army for gung ho people only, if special friend types can get through it, i can. Besides, its nice to know I have lots of things to keep me motivated to make it. Tuition money, a house, but most of all, its the chance to keep me going to Purdue to see my koibito~chan.
It's odd, and in my thinking thats scary... , that i feel this way for someone the way i do... and this just comes with me having dated others. Unlike the others, there is just...something else there that was not there with the others. It might just have something to do with trust issues. I just feel that i don't have anything to worry about in that department. It just makes me feel all the better and closer to her. It also might have to deal with the fact that i do have feelings for her. With de others, it was more about learning about them...and the more i did, the more i was just turned off from them...especially after i had them cheat on me, turn on me, or treat me as an inferior. The chibi is unique...she's cute, intelligent, shares/steals my favorites in music and everything else [though she claims they were hers ^_~]. But the main thing, is that she loves me the same as i do her. It just seems to be that simple...i've always been one to put things in their simplest forms [unlike this entry] and this is the jist of it; however, their is more to it, but i just can't find a way to write it down...all i can say is da chibi is da chibi, and da chibi is good, in fact da chibi is equal to woot [woot=all that is good].
Hopefully, she is left alone enough to not be tormented next semester. It seems that one of our friends that tried asking her out in his unique way is thinking its for the best that i'm gone. Basically, just so that he can try again maybe, i don't know. I'm sorry for her when it comes to this, at least i was there before to keep it from being too awkward for her. But now while i'm off suffering in BASIC, she's gonna be suffering from this lovely problem. So, who has the better end to this deal? I think i do, since i'm getting paid for it. Hopefully she doesn't go off on him and kill him...at least i won't need to hear about "sharpen sharpen" since he was always talking about that.
Well, i think i've put my final thoughts on here for now. Any others i have will be in the form of letters that i'll be sending off as often as i can. Since i'm not leaving for good, i guess then that i will leave it at this...
Ja mata ne, mina~san!!!
12/28/03-->12:30p.m.// Got back from church...hallelujah, or something along those lines. As long as da heretic is not there to spread chaos, all will be well...wait, maybe she should be there. would make it interesting, yes...interesting indeed.
Barely surviving the weekend, even knowing that my sweet chibi-chan is nearing every day...about 21 hours and 28 minutes till the time she'll be here (ni jyuu ichi jikan ni jyuu ha~pun gurai desu ne. but that all might change, chibi-chan keeps threatening to not come ;_; hopefully the messiah comes to save me ^_^;; *huggles da chibi*
12/25/03-->11:30p.m.// Well, xmas has come and gone...left me disgruntled with a scanner that doesn't work since it didn't come with everything. But my parents bought me FFXI as well...funny since i have it. Gonna return it, use the money to pay for the next 4 months of payments. Woot!
-it sounds like i'll be able to see my chibi-chan before i ship. Dad was all positive that i'd be able to...so a road trip in the future desu ne!!! ^_^ Any Who, wishing my chibi a good xmas
12/25/03-->1:30a.m.// Got totally bitched at by my grumpy mom...youch...they really make me feel like i'm loved in this house. it was so nice being able to be at purdue, i never had to talk to them but a scant hand full of times. Anywho, got sent off to bed with them yelling at me. What great things to think about when you go to sleep ^_^;;
12/24/03// Just a listening to some Strong Bad music...TROGDOR!!! Planning on playing some FFxi in a bit, jarad is going to be on with his friend, so that should be interesting. ...remind me also to not stay up till 5 in the morning playing online anymore...well, it was fun though and i couldn't help it when playing with misa koibito, so what is i'm a gonna do about that? Nothing for now ^_^
Room is finally completely set up. Been messed up ever since i moved out the old bed frame (since mom gave away my mattress to my sister..) and the futon is giving me sooooo much more room ^_^
I just read my grades on SSINFO as well...god, who was the moron that thought up, "hey, lets screw with these college students more, lets post their grades on Christmas Eve to fuxor them". Well, i received a B in English and in Japanese (go figure ^_^ ). But as for my Math and Computer Science, i got a friggin F. Wat the hell?! I was passing my Math course, i passed all my tests (with d's and c's, mind you) but i was still passing. God, my parents and grand parents are gonna shoot, lynch, tar, and feather me before i go to BASIC...thats if i'm physically able to go after all that. *feels like just dropping almost* What a great first semester, eh?
12/23/03// Well, having fun fixing up my lappy top. Had brian (bestest friend) over and fix it...required a formating...but it now works again, joyous days are mine!!! Installed FF-XI onto it, will let me play it downstairs in my room away from all the chaos that be around our house ^_^;;
12-22-03// hmm...playing up to my name, otoko saseko, today. god..having to do menial housework suxors so badly, and to top it off my brothers friends are here spraying me with water. Sis gave me good idea though...i used her perfume and fumigated those two, getting it in their face. Who knew, perfume can be used as a weapon -heh- anywho, break is over, time to do more bitch work ^_^;;
12-21-03// Well, i've been messing with my layout now for over an hour or so (and this lovely bump on my head comes from this too...). I'm just gonna take a break and work on it some more tomorrow. Other then that, this looks like the beginning of something good ^_^ *bows in chibi-chan's direction* Arigatou gozaimasu!!!
