MY VOID OF INFINITE NOTHING

Walk into splintered sunlight, inch your way
through dead dreams into another land
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A dream is like a river, ever changing as it flows.
And a dreamer's just a vessel that must follow where it goes
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The siren sings a lonely song - of all the wants and hungers
The lust of love a brute desire - the ledge of life goes under
Divide the dream into the flesh - kaleidoscope and candle eyes
Empty winds scrape on the soul - but never stop to realize
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My favorite Poem
"The Raven"



And all that Could of Been breeze still carries the sound maybe i'll disappear tracks will fade in the snow you won't find me here ice is starting to form ending what had begun I am locked in my head with what i've done I know you tried to rescue me didn't let anyone get in left with a trace of all that was and all that could have been please take this and run far away far away from me I am tainted the two of us were never meant to be all these pieces and promises and left behinds if only I could see in my nothing you meant everything, everything to me gone fading everything and all that could have been please take this and run far away far as you can see I am tainted and happiness and peace of mind were never meant for me all these pieces and promises and left behinds if only I could see in my nothing you meant everything everything to me		Hole my mind is self-destructing all is lost and i am nothing all alone but my fists are clenched beat myself till the fear is dead (chorus) "it's always the same and nothing will change i'm alone and detained to feel my pain and i'll take out my rage cause i've gone insane i've got nothing to gain STUCK IN THIS HOLE" i'll never understand why i feel this way i'll never arise to a better day pain lives in me and it's never gonna vacate pounding, stabbing, consumed with straight hate (chorus) driven in like a rusty nail this mind's train of hate can never fail the noose around my neck is reality psychosis like a virus is taking hold of me Living in me and breeding within Infiltrating my insides the pain is setting in What little hope i have left is fading you try to understand but you can't (chorus)

Falling victim from neglect
Designed thoughts and intellect
Forgotten and displaced The crux of my dismay
I feel nothing
I am nothing
I feel nothing
Nothing
How deep I descend? Until I reach my end?
How deep I descend?
Deeper into this abyss Weighted down and sinking fast
Life did not offer me More than false destiny
I feel nothing
I am nothing
I feel nothing
Nothing
How deep I descend? Until I reach my end?
How deep I descend?
I am nothing
I feel nothing
I am nothing
I feel nothing
Nothing
Nothing . . .
How deep I descend? Until I reach my end?
How deep I descend?



Bottom My compassion is broken now My will is eroded and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly Im on my knees and burning My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire So smell my soul burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. I have swallowed the poison you feed me ... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and I feel ugly, and dead inside. Sht adds up at the bottom. You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild what's broken. Too much, too far, too late to lie down now. I must arm myself to fight you by making weapons out of my imperfections. It's all I have left. There's no other choice. I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and noone now. But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless. But I'm dead inside. You see.. sht adds up, now Im dead inside Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive at the bottom		Diary of a Love Song screaming at the window watch me die another day hopeless situation endless price i'll have to pay diary of a madman walk the line again today entries of confusion dear diary, i'm here to stay sanity now and beyond me i will always love you however long i stay i will always love you whatever words i say i will always love you there's no choice whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel whole again voices in the darkness scream away my mental health can i ask a question to help me save me from myself sanity now and beyond me i will always love you however long i stay i will always love you whatever words i say i will always love you there's no choice i will always love you whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel like i'm whole again whevever i'm alone with you you make me feel like i'm whole again i will always love you, there's no choice