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May 27th/04
World's Watching- By Caitlin
It's like darkness.
My mind drifts in and out.
Depression.
Wonder why I'm here.
Love?
Bullshit.
Whats wrong with me?
Appearances are misleading.
No one looks
inside.
Life in the movies
isn't like real life.
In the real world
movies are for
suckers. Phonies.
Weak minded.
Sometimes I stop
breathing.
To see
how it feels
to almost die.
Almost
only counts in
horseshoes and
handgrenades.
Eyes.
the window to
your soul,
can you see deep
inside my soul?
Is it even
worth
looking at?
Splotches
on my face
paper.
Eyes.
Tears.
Are you worth
crying about?
No.
Stop pretending
I know you don't
want me here.
Hunger.
But
not for food.
Touch
caress.
Gentle?
Rough?
It doesn't mean anything
unless
you're sober.
Back to the
splotches.
Words on pages
blurring
with the off-white paper.
Words with
meaning.
Words that are
LIES.
Everyone lies.
"bends the truth"
"turns a blind eye".
Back to the eyes
but lets not go there
again.
Like Deja Vu.
Sick of the
same people
same faces
same music
same person
that looks back to me
in my mirror.
Clouding up
my mind.
Blurring my vision.
Back to my eyes
again.
Everything seems
connected.
Everyone...
Everyone
except me.
So insecure
atleast
inside.
People are so
good at hiding.
Hiding with words.
Nice words.
Not nice words.
Pretending to be
smart
tough
superior.
Anything to
cut you down.
Anything to
hurt.
To pick themselves
up.
Pathetic excuses for
humans.
Me or them?
You decide.
So perfect...
you?
and not...
me?
So fake, an
illusion.
Put on the
face anyway.
Worlds
Watching.
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Disclaimer:None of the ideas expressed here are actually mine. They are told to me by Luthor and Ferdinand, the five inch tall space aliens who live under my desk. In return for these ideas, I have given them permission to eat any dust bunnies they may find under there...
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