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Jiyu is your average 18 year old girl-daydreamer extreme and anime obsessed. She is currently enrolled at Northern Essex Community College as a Freshman in the fall of 2002 majoring in graphic design. Despite a life of horror and failure, Jiyu is holding her head up high. She dreams of being happy... Getting married, visiting Ireland and Japan, building her own house far away from the restraints of city life, and becoming successful in whatever job comes her way are a few of her deepest wishes. Call her a kid at heart, but then again, there's nothing wrong with that ^_~
Jiyu also has a LiveJournal where she posts quizzes and more frequent posts when she gets too lazy to log into Blogger.
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july 6, 2002

i hardly update enough... live journal is much easier to log into but i like blogger because i can choose my own layouts. oh well.. keep checking between the two for more current updates.

For today, I don't really have much to say.. I feel like a caged bird who wants to spread my wings and fly. i don't know why i feel so restrained but nothing is fun anymore. Infact, i had a miserable time seeing "Mr.Deeds" last night. I HATE the movies. Just like i can't sit there and watch tv anymore. it bores me. give me the internet or a video game on a system that's not graphically advanced and i'm fine. (i just can't handle the new games for game cube or anything like that. the 3d makes me sick. give me a good 'ol side scrolling game and i'm great!) but i really just haven't been me...

oh well, huh? -_-

"I don't wanna be alone anymore..." she whispered. 9:13 PM

connections--
element: earth
color: deep red
tree: cherry blossom
animal: cat
bird: dove
season: fall
country: japan
mythical beast: unicorn
scent: country apple
texture/fabric: cotton
hair color: auburn
eye color: golden brown
flower: rose
heavenly body: saturn
time of day/night: midnight
actor: i don't like actors
actress: see the above
game: dance-dance revolution (w00t!)
fruit: watermelon
vegetable: corn on the cob
sport: swimming/fencing
art: sketching
musical instrument: flute
environment: beach
religion: unclaimed christian (screw the organized religions, they want nothing but money)
fairy tale/myth: the last unicorn
holiday: snow
gender: female
name: Jiyu
number: 66
store: hm... i really don't have one
era: the renaissance
stone/gem: garnet
metal: celestrium
mode of transportation: i'd like to fly
character: Juri Arisugawa from Utena or Ed from Cowboy Bebop
novel: The Great Book of Amber by Robert Ziefel
natural wonder: does the sky ever end?
pet: kitten
zodiac sign: capricorn
month: january
shape: heart
taste: sweet
day: saturday

"I don't wanna be alone anymore..." she whispered. 8:18 PM

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june 17, 2002

Today started out as an okay day... it's aaron and my 1 year anniversary today and we wanted to do something special. we decided to go to the beach (odione ((sp?)) point) early in the morning and see all the little sea creatures and whatnot. but last night aaron stayed up until 5 am so he wanted to sleep in. i read a bit this morning and fell back to sleep too so that plan got blown out of the water and i was kinda frusterated. and the day went on with me getting more and more frusterated until i finally snapped and threw my keys at the wall. heh, oops ^^; now i have several small holes in the wall. oh well, i'll cover it with a wall scroll or something.
anyways, we decided to go down to the beach anyways just to walk about in the sand. from there the day got sooo much better~! we got down there and there was a sand sculpture contest going on! the theme was "Oz" i think because there was several sculptures with the shoes, a tornado, the scarecrow's head, and the yellow brick road. so i think it was safe to assume that the theme was "Oz." from there, aaron and i walked along the water shore with our shoes off. suprisingly, the water was not that cold! we walked about an hour like that and then dried our feet and walked about the shops and stuff. aaron suggested we go into salisbury (the other beach - we went to hampton first) and spend some time there. besides, salisbury has free parking *eg* and salisbury has one more thing that hampton doesn't have... a DDR Machine!!!!!!!!! i've never played DDR before but there was this Chinese(?) young couple playing on the hardest level on the hardest song and i almost dropped! they were sooooo good! the girl even helped me play for my first time! and i passed all 3 stages! it was soooo cool! now i have to go buy a DDR pad and the game because i am hooked!
this afternoon was great, i had so much fun! and i LOVE DDR! XD

and i love aaron too - happy 1 year honey!

~* Jiyu

"I don't wanna be alone anymore..." she whispered. 7:50 PM

to all fathers alike... Happy Father's Day

to me, father's day means nothing but just another ordinary day. my father was never around when i was a wee little thing. it's a long story, but in a nut shell: my dad took off on my mom before i was born, then i was born, and met him when i was 3. looking back, i have photographs of me as a kid smiling with my daddy, my daddy smiling with his budweiser in his hand. he was a long-haul truck driver meaning i only saw him once a month or so. when he was home, he would always get into fights with everyone... mom, dad, my brothers, and even me. i hated him-mainly because he never really cared about me. and not to sound like a red-headed step child but he'd slap me upside the head whenever he'd get mad at me or i did something to displease him. i feared my father growing up... i would always agree with him when he said he was going to divorce my mother but that took sooo long to happen. just 2 years ago now my mother and my father have been seperated and for two years now, i've done nothing but choose between the two... i totally despise my mother because she's a snake and a liar and a manipulator and so much more... but she's never left me at the mall like my father has.. or leave me hanging.. she'd just tell me no straight out. but now that dad's off all alone and is being brought to court for more reasons than any, i tend to feel bad for him. he's different now, and i almost wish he was around now that he is like he is... oh well, i know you're not reading this dad, but just to get this off my chest, i love you dad--happy father's day.

"I don't wanna be alone anymore..." she whispered. 12:35 AM

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june 12, 2002

Brrr... it is SOOO cold in here~! The temperature had to have dropped.... 30 degrees? *shivers* ANYWAYS...
work stunk tonight. my carpol tunnel's killing me and it hurt soo bad tonight that i cried.
But i did learn that i got that promotion i was wanting *giggles* yay for me~!!

I'm glad shelly's having fun in CA - it's prolly a lot warmer there than in MA though *wants heat*
well.. i sleep now ^^;

night!

~* Jiyu

"I don't wanna be alone anymore..." she whispered. 11:15 PM

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