What went wrong?
I feel so weak instead of strong
As I looked into your eyes I said “What’s up?”
I think to my self what the hell got messed up?
All I see are dark skis and no other guys
All I feel is the pain it’s driving me insane.
I liked you at first, I loved you at last
But everything came way to fast.
All dwell on hope, but hope doesn’t feel
It doesn’t heel, so why look for the past.
I have a box with a tear
A tear shed for the sake of fear
A fear which has a meaning I wish not to share
Most don’t listen or give a care
What we had was special, I say it was rare
But at the seams someone had to tear
The tear is still there yet all things broken can be reborn.
You’ve asked me once, you’ve asked me twice
But this time who’s gonna be nice?
Let’s start over again
But this time and this time only
I will be the one to ask.
-Shawna
Now I have new wounds I need to heal,
All I know how is to feel.
I’ve been cut deep, but not deep enough,
What I need now is to be tough.
You can hide under dark eyes,
but there’s no hiding from your lies.
I feel the fresh vibe
And hear the tone in your voice,
It’s an unbearable noise.
You have only gotten colder,
while I have gotten bolder.
Right now I just feel pain,
but I think I will stay sane.
I dreamt a day I’d be with you,
Something smooth but also new.
It was crushed because a little lust,
But swept away with the dust.
My eyes burn for the sake of tears,
All I can think about are your fears.
Nobody listens or gives a care
All they know how to do is stare.
When I first saw you I saw glitter,
Now everything’s turned all to bitter.
All I can do now is pray
And hope for a better day.
What more can I say
Now you have it your way.
-Shawna