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I update sometimes. Sometimes I don't update it. But I still update it at times. Obviously. Well..I wanna keep the little smile face..That way maybe AOL will sue me and I'll lose everything!
If you see some dumb banners..Then don't worry about it, I didn't do it...
Still..I still didn't do it. Still didn't do it.
It still wasn't me. Blame it on Cherish, Or Mike,
Or Sally, Or Tess, Or Alec, Or Adam.
Just ignore the fucking journal.
I'm gonna say from the start...
(Fun fact: This was up a year ago..and I just realized it never said anything.)
This is me making fun of how Tiara types
Shit I wrote
Check out my famously incomplete journal (UPDATED)
About Me.
Bloodline is up!
Don't go here unless you know what FF7 is.
Special page that has lyrics to the song stuck in my head
I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the Everyday bullshit things that you have done Your impossible ego fuck is like a Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart I'll reach in and take a bite out of that Shit you call a heart...I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed Made to feel miniscule If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful The only thing you really know about me is...that's all you'll ever know I know why you blame me (yourself) I know why you plague me (yourself) I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it I can't just drop it I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it At least I admit it I know why you blame me (yourself) I know why you plague me (yourself) Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you I can't fuckin' take it anymore A snap of the synapse And now it's fuckin' war Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept since I woke up And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING Shallow skin, I can paint with pain I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE But I guess I don't care any more...Fix my problems with the blade While my eyes turn from blue to gray God, the worst thing happened to me today But I guess I don't care anymore...You are wrong, fucked, and overrated I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept since I woke up And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING My flaws are the only thing left that's pure Can't really live, can't really endure Everything I see reminds me of her God I wish I didn't care anymore The more I touch, the less I feel I'm lying to myself that it's not real Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal? I'm never gonna care anymore What the hell am I doing? Is there anyone left in my life? What the fuck was I thinking? Anybody want to tell me I'm fine? Where the hell am I going? Do I even need a reason to hide? I am only betrayed I am only conditioned to die
I've known faces that have disappeared in time Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime All my friends have pictures made to make you cry I've seen this and wondered what I've done to Calcify...(I ignore you) As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away (I come toward you) We all got left behind, we let it all slip away I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face Don't even try it! You had be a liar just to Infiltrate me - I'm still drowning (I ignore you) As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away (I come toward you) We all got left behind, we let it all slip away Take... this... away...I can feel it on my mouth I can taste you on my fingers I can hear you like the holy ghost And kill you if you get too close