HEALING EMOTIONAL BLOCKAGES IN ORDER TO ASCEND AND REUNITE WITH THE TWIN SOUL

By Jade Marcus Kenny - August, 2005

Recently, in working on my own ascension process, I learned a very important lesson. My lesson was all the more difficult because it was accompanied by illness. I developed cancer in my right breast. About a year and a half before the cancer was diagnosed, I had an aura portrait done. The aura portrait showed a black mass of dense energy on the right breast which my reader explained to me was from past life trauma/resentment which I was still holding onto. I worked on clearing this energy as much as possible, but apparently I didn't fully clear it because the cancer manifested, although it was very mild and early stage. I believe that if I didn't do the initial clearing work I did do, the cancer would have been more severe. I had a past life reading done on this energy so that I could more fully understand the emotional dynamics involved in order to fully clear this energy block.

Alice Miller, who is a world-renowned Swiss therapist, has written a book that has helped me immensely. It is entitled "The Body Never Lies - The Lingering Effects of Cruel Parenting". In years of working with patients that have suffered abuse as children, she has concluded that suppressed emotions lead to all kinds of problems such as illness (as in my case), depression, anger issues, abusing our own children, etc. In the book she talks about the importance of feeling our emotions and not suppressing them or being ashamed of them because they are natural and normal. And this includes the so-called "negative" emotions. Otherwise, if we don't allow ourselves to feel these emotions, we will repress them and then they will manifest themselves in other ways that are very destructive to us and others. By honestly allowing ourselves to feel and release these emotions, we release the pain and trauma that we carry around with us and no longer feel we are "victims".

And this is very applicable to the ascension process because in order to ascend, it is also very important to work on unfelt emotions, either from this life or past lives and also to work on any childhood emotional trauma. I have learned that we hold unfelt or suppressed emotions in our energy field/aura in the form of dark energy blocks and unless we release these as much as possible, they inhibit the ascension process (i.e. they hold us back from raising our vibrational frequencies) as these energy blocks are low-vibrational and keep our vibration down. These dense blockages take up space where we could hold much lighter energy.

Another important point I would like to make is that the emotional body is magnetic and it holds any suppressed emotions until you allow them to move by expressing them. Unmoving emotion can cause the emotional body to overload and to stop vibrating. When your emotional body doesn't vibrate, it doesn't attract light, which is electric. Light is what brings consciousness to the self and raises one's consciousness. Without a properly vibrating emotional body, you cannot attract and hold light. Therefore, you cannot raise your consciousness unless you allow your emotional body to vibrate by moving any unmoved emotional charge and allowing spontaneous expression of any emotions you feel instead of pushing them down.

Also, removing these blockages aids us in balancing our inner polarities. The human body is energetically bipolar. The right side of the human body is positively charged (male/yang) and the left side of the body is negatively charged (female/yin). When we remove condensed energy blockages, this enables the energy to flow freely and allows our energetic polarities to become balanced.

These energy blockages can also inhibit our successful joining with our twin soul because any unresolved and unfelt emotions will be mirrored to the twin and can cause problems between the twinset. Although mirroring does occur to some degree in all relationships, (i.e. soul mates, near twins, karmic mates, etc.), the mirroring between the twin souls is the most intense of all relationships and it may be very difficult for the twins to handle the intense mirroring if either one or the other has suppressed fear, guilt, anger, etc. Therefore, the more we can release these dense energy blocks, the more we enhance our ability to ascend as well as rejoin with our twin soul.

I have had several past aura portraits done which actually show that I had these very dense blockages. However, I have been working very diligently on these and it has paid off because in my most recent aura portrait this month, no discernable dense emotional blockages showed up.

It is the deep, dense blockages that are the hardest and most painful to work through. Sometimes, in the case of past life trauma, it is necessary to understand the past life dynamics that caused these subconscious blockages in order to work through them. Emotional blockages need to be seriously worked on by anyone who wants to ascend and reunite with their twin soul. Although it is painful to do so, it is important to experience the pain and crisis that you have denied and suppressed in order to release the denials. In my own case, my guidance has led me to use chi-kong, acupuncture, crystal therapy and past life readings in order to help release these blockages. I would highly recommend reading the link FOUR STEPS TO WHOLENESS which is channeled from the God of our Universe and explains how to try to achieve wholeness within.

The Body Never Lies: The Lingering Effects of Hurtful Parenting (Paperback) by Alice Miller

From the back cover of the book: "Ultimately the body will rebel. Even if it can be temporarily pacified with the help of drugs, cigarettes, or medicine, it usually has the last word because it is quicker to see through self-deception than the mind. ...We may ignore or deride the messages of the body, but its rebellion demands to be heeded because its language is the authentic expression of our true selves and of the strength of our vitality."

The Truth Will Set You Free: Overcoming Emotional Blindness and Finding Your True Adult Self (Paperback) by Alice Miller

From the back cover of the book: "In The Truth Will Set You Free, Miller returns to the intensely personal tone and themes of her best-loved work, arguing that only by embracing the truth of our past histories can any of us hope to be free of pain in the present. Miller's vivid true stories reveal the perils of early childhood mistreatment and the dangers of mindless obedience to parental will."