Nothingness is all I see
I used to be so in-tune with what I thought to be me
Maybe I was just a little girl wanting to be loved so bad she faked it
Not completely, for there was something real
Just a dream that exaggerated what I already feel
Three years is a long time to keep dreaming
On the other hand, perhaps it was real and not just my heart scheming
Maybe it was true love, just doomed from the start
Maybe what they say is true about following your heart
But you followed your heart right out of my life to a different land
I longed for your kiss, a simple touch of your hand
Maybe it wasn't just your touch I longed for, but the touch of any caring man
Maybe those nights under the stars were special because we wanted them to be no simply because they were
Maybe it’s this way with all that occurs
Maybe we laugh, cry, long, love because we feel we should
Maybe our mind and body aren’t one, just thought that maybe they could
There is a place in my heart that flourishes for a certain someone but beyond that is cold
Maybe tears are nothing but salty water
Maybe marriage is just a walk to the alter
Who knows what actually goes through the mind during a kiss
Skeptic of even the purest. Maybe you made me like this.