How can one man love one woman as much as he loves her? All day all he can do is think of her. Every song reminds him of her. Every woman that passes by wears the same perfume as her or the same hat as her. He can hear her voice in every crowd. His heart belongs to her. He sings only for her. He cry's only for her. His heart is filled with joy because of her. He travels a 1000 miles to be with her. On his journey he thinks of her. Every mile he drives brings him closer to her. Every time he stops he thinks what it will be like with her when he gets there? He thinks of the joy he will feel when he is with her. The phone rings and it is her. He cant believe what he hears, this cant be her. All he hears is his life with her will not be coming true. His drive will not be ending with her. He must turn around and find a new place to drive too. A 1000 miles and no closer to her then before. All his dreams of her gone in a second. All this love for her trapped inside his heart. all he has now is broken promises from her. And a bunch of memories of her. Dreams of her will never go away, but will never be the same. How could one man love one woman as much as he loved her?

As I woke from a terrible dream, I had just reached for you at my side. To find you gone. With my eyes still closed and sweat pouring down my back and my knees shaking like a tree in a hurricane. I had feared to open my eyes because I knew down in my heart it had been our last night together. My fear grew stronger as every breathe passed by my lips. When I awoke I had shot up like the devil himself had grabbed my shoulders and pulled me up. Then as I open my eyes I could see a piece of paper on the nightstand. A shot rang out in my heart as if a bullet went right through it. Without even reading the note, I knew you had went off in the sunrise like a bird flying towards the sun. I can still smell you on my sheets. And your head print is still fresh in the pillow. My heart aches for you, I know you're gone. I'm having flash backs of our first date, and our last kiss. All in one moment, a cloud has fogged my mind hoping you would walk back in the door. As if you walked to the corner store for some sugar for coffee. Why must my heart break, why must my pain be so much that not even time can heal this one. When a woman, that you love, walks out of your life, you will spend the rest of your life watching the door for her to walk back in....

Have you every wanted to just talk to a stranger and tell them all your problems and fears. Only because you know you may never see them again. Tell them about the people who have stepped into your life only to have them leave a trail on your heart. It's hard to talk about things that hurt. But it's harder to face the fact that a loved one is gone. I guess you feel as if you have opened your heart once and had that taken away. How many times have you said I love you, only to make that thought belong to pain. Opening your heart can be very dangerous and sometimes you have taken a chance you don't need too. But without a chance at love, there is no love at all. Being scared your whole life can only mean that when you notice the sunrise in the morning means that another day has begun and you have nothing to look forward too. Darkness is not your friend, nor is it your enemy. But in the darkness you find peace and the quietness you seek is to hide from the pain of a broken heart. Time heals all wounds of the heart, but the scars will reflect on your soul forever. for every person that walks into your life, many will pass right by. For the one's you let grace your mind and soul, how many will you say that you will never forget. How many have changed your life forever. How many will give the knowledge that make you change the way you love. Not many, and for the one that does, remember life has many reason that all things become possible. Treat it as if you must live from every breath you take and walk as if tomorrow is not promised. Every person has many different story's to tell and many will live a life very unlike yours. But the same heart beats in all of us and it is very easily hurt, the word fragile should be stamped on every newborn's heart. Because as he grows up, he will have that heart broken a thousand times. So for every school yard crush, or that prom night love. He will learn that love is not given or granted to anyone and it can happen at anytime. Nor do we pick or choose when and where are love will come from. It floats down from the heaven on the wings of an angel. Landing on our shoulders, to do as we wish. We have made many mistake and may never be with the person you really love for some reason or a mistake you made. But no one can take a feeling from your heart, or a memory from your mind. Cherish what you have, because it's all you have left..... If you were blind would you want to see, if you have never seen before? If you were deaf, would you want to hear if you never have heard a single note? Can you love then if you have never loved before?

As I lay in the cool grass I was looking up into the moonlit sky. Thinking that if I can think of the woman I love my dreams will be filled with her and I in a happy place. Staring at the brightly lit stars, hoping you are doing the same. Looking up and seeing your face in those stars, smiling as the stars twinkle brightly. Tonight as I looked up I saw my destiny written in those stars. As they twinkle and flicker I saw your name in the sky. Each flicker a message to me on how much I love you. Tonight the sky belongs to you and I, but are you reading the same message? Can you feel the same things I feel, can you see the same things I see? No one can ask a person to change for the better of the other, but ask a person to grow with them and move along the same path as they do. So the 2 of them can grow old together and become one. As life goes along you may pass by many people never knowing there names nor even catching there eye. But as you travel in life you may meet one that will touch your soul as if your heart has been set on fire. Then in a blink of a eye they may be gone.Then all you will have is some prays on star or a dream in sleep....

Today I realize that love is a feeling not given to you, but taken away. To know love is to never forget the feeling and power you have inside. The feeling a special person has given you and at the same time what they have taken away in one swift motion. Today we stand open hearted with so much love and no one to give it too. To love and to not be loved back is crime against one's nature, to be played as a fool. To stand in front of the world and to be laughed at as if you were blinded by love and couldn't see or hear what was going on right in front of your face.