Note: I DID have a lot more poetry...but my computer had a virus, thus deleting all of my newer works ::cries:: PoetrY: Done I can't take this anymore Naive sadistic fucking whore Scratch my flesh into the floor One more scream to ignore Release my nails into the wall Slide them down, first to fall On broken glass I still crawl Let your ego grow so tall Can't you hear my stomach cry? With each pill that keeps me alive I've failed so much I do not try Don't turn back without reply Lost Oh, there is no concealing the stomach pain And the thoughts of one which live to drain Oh, just let my intestines die in the rain Kill the white that drips from vein to vein Oh, stretch me out until I say And drive my demons all away Oh, remove me before the day And let the rotten corpse decay Oh, please rip me apart And tear out my bleeding heart Stitch-me-up art And leave my screaming scabs to part Hooker You choose the best From the street And bring her back So discrete You tell her everything She wants to hear And seem to swallow Her surfaced fear You long to touch To peel, to scar Witless child You've gone too far Smother her fast now Surrender her to the night Position her on the bed Tie her up, prevent a fight Eyes open slowly You've caught her now Peel the skin And hear her yell Touch her now She's all yours Bloody sex With eyes all torn Third one this nightfall Grasping her hair You prey on the beauty Of one's despair You shall not lose her Keep her in the walls Encase her body Where the worms crawl Fly I could fly with them all And leave this wretched place I could dream up a song And mask my barren face We can share one mouth And liver, mine died Give me your strength To keep those inside I'm sorry for everything I did not intend... One who always knows Is my most horrible friend I shall never leave her In her arms she holds my pain She never leaves me empty On my body which I've slain So cut me up again now For everyone to share Piece by piece i'll give you My portions I've declared Failed I watch as the memories Swim under my feet I taste the red beside me So close to deaths seat You can't live off something That doesn't exist Too slow to realize One more go at the wrist... Look at the scars! What have you done? To shed it all And into the sun... (Heh)...they never realized... How foolish of them! Just tears from the past... Oh what evil can stem Hate They have done it again Swallowed you Threw you away No more heart to lend Shred your insides Left to decay No more preaching When I'm gone No more thoughts To scratch upon Withdrawn you say? I'll give it to you I'll spill my memories For all to chew I'm everything you hate I'm the tears you shed I'm the shade of grey I am disarray I've consumed it all We learn from the best I've dismissed it all for you To digest I am what you drew HATE
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10/17/04
Hey...
As you can see, most of my poetry...well, all of my poetry is rather depressing lol. I can't seem to write anything else. Yet I wouldn't want to anyway :D
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