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Welcome

Sometimes...
Sometimes you sit in the dark...
No one is with you, to hold you...
And the only thing that keeps you awake
Is the sound of your own heartbeat...

Darkness Flare...

My page. Removed from the neopets servers due to insanely heavy banning of contents. Here you will find many things about me, but not all of them; some things cannot be said to every stranger you meet. Please, enjoy your stay, and if you aren't interested in continuing, then leave.

And remember, if you steal anything at all, including images, contents, exact words of something of the kind, you can be sure I will hunt you down and make sure you get frozen.

You've been warned.




About me:

Hmm.

Name: DeLamya.
And I would appreciate it if you addressed me as that, without any pet names, unless I have given you permission to do otherwise.
Meaning: Lamya is the celtic word for "darkness", while "de" is the Spanish suffix for "of/from". So, in a way, my name means "from the darkness".
Born on: Sept 1st
Living in: An apartment with Razz and my brothers.
Age: Just turned 20
Fur: White
Hair: Black
Eyes: Pale gray
Special markings: I have a black tattoo under my left eye, one around my left arm, and three piercings on each ear.

I am a white/black faerie kyrii. And I *do* know I am the only one in Neopia so far, and thus the first one.

Likes:
- Nighttime
- Time spent with Vila
- Reading
- Solitude
- Rain
- Dr. Sloth
- The Moon
- Winter
- Black
- Black roses

Dislikes:
- Too much sunlight
- Noise
- Crowds
- Whomever bothers my family
- Enclosed spaces

Behemoth:

*hiss*
He's my petpet, a baby vampire. I got him a while ago from Razz, and ever since we've been together night and day. He's a tad noisy when he's hungry, and rather impossible to bathe, but he's still very cute. I wouldn't trade him for the world, though, since he's... how to put it? It might sound silly, but he's like my baby. He sleeps in my bed, sits at the table with me, and is as important as any of my family members. He tends to be somewhat overprotective of me sometimes, and he's known to bite people who get too close to me.



My story:

My story... it's not something you should be listening to, but I'll tell you some of it, at least. I was born on a downy September morning, just as summer was beginning to fade; a faint memory of my mother is still vivid in my mind, but she isn't with us anymore. Ever since I was a small child, I have been living with Razz, first on our own, and then with my brothers.

Since I was little, I have always been quiet and reserved - while other children ran out to play in the sun, and climb trees, and explore, I remained home and played the piano, or read, or sat somewhere quiet to just listen to the wind blowing through the window. In school, it was the same, except that sometimes I had to act tough and defend my brother, Sugori, from bullies. People like them are the reason I don't like socializing much.

I haven't changed much since then, I still don't like people, and I still prefer to be on my own. Socializing is not for me, I've decided, and I doubt that view will change in the future. All I need is all I have: my family, and my angel.



My dark angel:

My dark angel
I trust you recall me mentioning solitude in my story. As much as I wished to end that solitude, no one seemed good enough for me to trust them with my heart, much less around here... everyone seemed so... empty. I was convinced I wouldn't fall in love with anyone, half because I didn't trust them, half because I was afraid to try again. Recovering from a heartbreak is no easy task, believe me...

But then, he came. It was one regular afternoon, nothing planned, it just happened. I remember I was annoyed at my brother for being loud, along with his friend... and as I walked out to ask them to keep quiet, I met a pair of intriguing and beautiful violet eyes. A young man was standing with them, he turned out to be family of my brother's friend, and he was introduced as Vilave. Of course, I didn't expect anything to happen.

As I spoke to him, I discovered that he, too, was a person who liked silence and solitude... and his looks were not bad at all. As a matter of fact, I acted like a young schoolgirl who meets the most handsome upperclassman in the school. I do remember blushing for the first time in a long while, much to my family's amusement, though I didn't care much. I felt that I had found someone whom I needed to know, and my feelings were right. He is the one I have been looking for.

Vilave is the one who has caught my heart in more than one way, he's the one I would trust my life with. Whenever I see him, everything is right, everything is peaceful... the past doesn't matter much to me anymore, because now I have a future to look forward to. But, words aren't really enough to express feelings, though I do know that he is aware of how much he means to me.

Celes, my wonderful "mother-in-law", in a way, has drawn some gorgeous pictures of us... I can never thank her enough for all the effort she puts into her art.

Me and Vilave. I don't have to hide anything when I'm with him... I feel safe, loved, protected... all thanks to him.



My family:

It is a small family, compared to the ones around this place. I may not show it often, but they're one of the things I treasure the most in my life. They know every aspect of me, every face, every glance; I have the freedom to be me with my family, and that's something I'm thankful for.

I have been living with Razz my whole life... she's not my mother, she's more like... I don't know, but I owe a lot to her. She may be moody and strange from time to time, but she's still our Razz.
Now, Su is one year younger than me, yet I sometimes feel like his mother. When we were little, boys at school used to pick on him all day long, and I had to protect him... he is the moodiest of us all, and is constantly depressed, that's why I feel I must be there for him.
Thae is the youngest of the three, being only 17. He is the most carefree of the three, very sociable, and very silly. He teases Su a lot, and I have to referee their arguments. I don't look it, but I do have a soft spot for my baby brother.
Ryo is my cousin. I admit, I find him very loud, obnoxious and annoying, but then again... he's had it rough. I can't help but feeling guilt over those times I told him to leave the house... now he's living with his friend, and seems to be happier than here... all I can do is wish him the best of luck.


My friends:

I don't have many, since I am not sociable... but I do have some people I know, and I care about them... at least a little.



Art:

This section is still under construction, mostly because Razz hasn't put effort into making a decent collection of pictures she's drawn of me.



Fanart:

Ah, yes... people have drawn art of me. It feels amazingly nice to see that someone spends time into making something like this for you.

The pictures here so far were all made by the wonderful Celes. Please, don't take them and claim them as your own. That is not only pathetic, but also irritating... both for the artist and for me.

The first fanart I have ever received. Celes always does an awesome work catching my true personality in her artwork.   Me sleeping; again, Celes was the author of this truly beautiful picture. She also chose lyrics that match the image almost too perfectly.

A truly, incredibly beautiful picture. I am truly amazed at how melancholic this is. This is by far the best gift I have ever received, aside from Vila's company.



Farewell:

Thank you for visiting my page, I do hope you come again sometime...

Dark*Flare



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