Melissa's Poetry
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I prayed to God every night
I've cried the river
Why do you do it
Someone wake me up from this awful dream
When the sun begins to set
I was ment for you
Hell is where I am,
The stories were told
When I see him today
I walked to your house
When ever I see you
You love me
I'll draw a picture *^NOT ORIGINAL*
*holly michael mitchell (me) created this site at the request of melissa nicole lucy edwards. i can do alot better so dont think im.. stupid.*
To take away the pain
It was getting to me
Making me insane
I would starve myself
Just because I could
I couldn?t sleep
Even though I should
It was at a loss of breath
I couldn't get air
I've done nothing wrong
This isn't fair
You're the one
That did wrong by me
How in the world can I make you see
I'm right for you
Even if I don't want to be
Now you realized it
But I need to leave
Go figure things out
And then try to get you
But just for now
I don't know what to do
One thing is for sure
I love you
I really truly
Honestly do
That you're pushing me under
I saw the lighting
And heard the thunder
Although the storm has past
The aftershock is coming
I wish I could get up
Just start running
I'm crying so much
The river will flood
You're drowning me
I'd get up if I could
I'll get your love
But I cant so I wont
I'll dry up the river
I should but I don't
Its to late, Im dead
And you have no idea
The very last words
From you were "see ya"
I'm falling up with my eyes wide shut
Now they know
My life's been cut
I'm going there yesterday
I went there tomorrow
Time has no meaning
No one has sorrow
And all that happens
Is I keep getting shoved
Because nobody knows or cares
If you're in love
So keep pushing me under
The river I've cried
It's to late to pull me up
I've already died
Why do you lie
Don't you know
That you make me cry
I wish you knew
Just how much I care
How come you say things
When I'm not there
Why do you say things
You don't really mean
You kill things
That remain unseen
But I just wish
I could burst open wide
And tell you things
That are deep inside
But why even bother
When you're happy with her
When my heart is broken
My mind unsure
I will always say things
You don't really mean
You kill things
That remain unseen
But I just wish
I could burst open wide
And tell you things
That are deep inside
But why even bother
When you're happy with her
When my heart is broken
My mind unsure
I will always be crying
Alone at night
When I'm gone
You've won the fight
You stole my heart
And I took my life
Now you're with her
And I'm gone with a slice
This awful dream where I do everything wrong
Where I break your heart
I could never hurt you
This can't be real
All I need is someone to wake me up from this aweful dream
So I can see your smiling face once more
So I can relieze it was a dream
An awful dream
Where I hurt you...
The day will be done
Unlike my thoughts of you
As night breaks the sky
I watch from my room
Still feeling the warmth
From when you held me near
Stars pour into the darkness
Giving me light to see
The only one for you is me
You open up my thoughts freely
As I lie here dreaming
It's always your face I'm forever seeing
And your love I'm forever feeling
Day through night
I know, what he have is right
You were ment for me
With all that we've been through
You'd think that we could be
But you choose a different path
Not the right one
So I stand here and laugh
Holding a gun
Loves taken over me
All my emotions
Now you will see
My loves deep as the oceans
Will I use a gun or a knife
To get through to you
Now I will take my life
See what you can do
I'm just a girl
Deep in love
You're my would world
Sent from above
Take away the pain
Lock the door
I maybe insane
But you can't hurt me anymore
Just know that I love you
And I hope you see
It's my choice what to do
Just like it was your choice
To cheat on me
So I grab a knife
I push slowly against my wrist
And take my life
Now I live above
But remember this:
I died for love
so dark,
so cold,
so lonely
No one else is here,
I am the one and only
I sit here in the dark and think of my sad life
I should have ended all of it when I had the knife
Why was I the chosen one taken to this place?
Maybe, cuz to people I mean nothing,
I was born the world to disgrace
I hurt inside real badly,
no one cares to see my tears
I have no happy feelings in me,
I haven't for 14 years.
Nothing makes me happy,
that's not the way it goes
I hide all my pain with a fake smile...
I'll never let it show
People will never see exactly who I am
And even if they cared to try,
they'd never understand
So, for now,
I'll sit here all alone,
isolated from the world
forever lifeless,
depressed and full of tears...
an unhappy little girl
And the lies gotold
But now my days are long
My nights are cold
I'm spirraling in an iris of hate and distrust
Those I love are full of misdirection and lust
Seems my savior is late
I still can't concentrate
My friends are now foes
And my hearts full of hate
Cause the things she said
They're simply not true
You know I mean it
And I wouldn't lie to you
So listen to my versionand eliminate m worry
It isn't my fault..
By anyway
I'm still sorry
What do I do?
Do I tell him I still love him
And hope for the best
Should I cry a river of endless tears
And let him know he hurt me
Can I kiss him
And hopes that he holds me
Or do I look away
And pretend it never happened..
You were outside
I ran to you
My smile, I couldn't hide
You held me really close
Like you were afraid I would die
But I walked away
And joyfully cried
You said you love me
My heart you wouldn't break
You were about to kiss me
But then I awake
My heart skips a beat
When I'm sitting down
I jump to my feet
All the time I'm with you
My love grows more
But you just get up
and walk out the door
You leave me here with my heart
and with not idea of the pain you can make
Pain that refuses to get up; to leave
Until I let go, til I finally breathe
But no sooner will this happen
and when it does
I'll be laughin
When you fall in love
with me
I'm realistically crazy
Stupidly smart
My mind is clearly hazy
I'm finishing the start
I hatefully love you
And I'm truthfully lying
This is realistically fake
I'm living
I'm dying
but I know better
than to fall into your trap
you try to figure out my mind
what, do you need a map?
you try to get me to love you
but I just stare and sit
if you want my heart so bad
I'll just cut it out and mail it
I'll draw it with a twist
I'll draw it with a razor blade
I'll draw it on my wrist
And if I draw it right
A red river will appear
And I won't be able to suffer
Because I won't be here
