Just yesterday I found out that you went along with what you said you would do if/when 'it' happened. Apparently it did happen because you're gone; you joined the guard. I'm disappointed yet, I'm not. I support what you're doing. I'm not going to see much of you anymore, that's the reason I'm disappointed; I feel like I lost my big brother. You've been a great friend to me in the past and you still are present day. I hope you know that and I hope you don't forget it. My prayers will rest with you everyday until your return. And when you do return I want to hear all about it.

Lots of love,
Anita