TRAPPED i try so hard to push all my unhappy thoughts to the back of my mind and put a smile on my face, thinking that by doing so i`ll grow stronger, but over time i realized that it has only made me weaker. i thought that if i build a stronger surface than nothing will be able to break me. unfortunately the surface is just for show and because i have so many things inside that want to be let out, whenever someone pushes the buttons a little harder it shatters me and i feel weak again. some days i would just break down in silence for no particular reason, but deep down inside i know it is because of the accumulating pain i keep to myself. at times i just wish that i can scream to let all the anger out but nothing comes out. Whenever i`m feeling down i just want to tell someone how i feel, yet i can`t say a word. it`s as if everything that i want to let out is TRAPPED. FLY i wait patiently until the day when i am free of all that holds me down to the simplelife i lead. everyday i wake up and i tell myself that i am only one day closer to the day when i shall have no more burdens and i can escape from the prison i am held in. one day i can finally walk out into my paradise and know for a fact that i will never have to leave it if i choose not to. When i can stare at the night sky all night long and watch the sun rise and set with my heart at peace and all the worries of life washed away, that is when i shall be able to fly. PARADISE when i close my eyes i see myself walking in clear blue water barefoot with sand between my toes. i feel the little waves moving against me, yet beckoning me to walk further. the wind blows my hair back, as if it is sweeping all the burden away from me. it feels so cold yet my heart feels so warm to be protected by the ocean. protected from sadness, anger, and stress. As I stand in the water i feel cleansed, pure, with all my sins washed away. i can spread my arms and feel as if the water is taking me to another place. here is where i am finally free, here i am at peace, this is what my heart calls paradise.
PASSION In my heart there is only one definition for passion and that is the word music. There is no other way for me to put it because it is my life. If I had to pick between living one day with ongoing music and enternal life in silence, I would pick music. When I hear a melody, it feels like all the weight has been lifted from me. When I open my mouth to sing it`s like I`m telling the world everything that has been locked up inside of me. When my fingers strike a note, its like the beating of my heart. Whenever it seems like all is lost, I find solace in music. I can`t and won`t imagine a world where I would have to live in silence. I would choose death over a life without music any day. Music is the beating of my heart, when it stops, my heart stops because my life is my passion. DESIRE
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