im still here
well, im still here, just been busy, but im still goin on with my lack of a so called 'life'. Work is steady, car is running good, and im still outta money. so ive taken drastic measures and grounded my self from having fun for a few months till i can get back on my feet. its gonna suck, but once i have money to blow, i will be happy again. Money may be the root of all evil, but you cant do shit with out it... other that pray or something, and then i'd be praying for money anyway.
DJ Sammy is the shit.. and TaQ is da PiMp!

LATA

thwa
well ,i gave blood today... and thats pretty much the highlight of my day. im getting back into a rut with my life, same thing over and over, and im not liking it. but since i missed 2 weeks of work over my damn car, i cant afford to have a life for a few weeks. this is gonna suck.
on another note, a friend and i are going out next weekend to try and jump start our social lives with a trip to a bar. its the only time out im allowing myself for a while, so im gonna make the most out of it.

LATA

HOT!!
jeezus the heat is blistering!! 104 in a dry heat aint too bad, i can handle that.. but 104 with 25% humidity is WAY past what i can stand. but on an up note, i got my car fixed, and i got to keep my job. all because i was a whiny bitch. i called every day to let them know where i was on my car, and it paid off. life is going alright at this point in time. No girlfriend yet, but i am always hopeful that someone currenty in my life will come around and see me in a different light... wow, that was a little sappy. hmm, oh well, must be the heat.

LATA

PS
and from what im told now, haha=cool...?!?! damn im old

stoopid car
well, my assumtions about losing my job over my car being broken are heavy in my mind. i spent a good part of the day looking for another job, not knowing if i will have my delivery job once i get my clutch replaced. i feel myself sinking back into the depression that i went through about a year ago. its weird, when im not working, i get REALLY depressed. why cant i be like everone else and be happy cause i cant work. i miss going out with my friends. buut i know in this mood, i would only bring them down, or mabey it all in my head.

GAAAA i dont know anymore. my car goes in on the 17th, and hopefully ill be back at work by the 18th. if not, ill be doing job interviews on monday.. i hate job interviews.

LATA

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hey hey hey, if ..uhh.. me. a place to let loose my brain. it may not always want to come out and play.. but ill make an effort to keep up as much as i can. peace out till i get more to say.