Just something I threw together!! :)

That's me in the picture above, about 2 weeks ago.

Ok, so I have to just throw together a temporary site until I have more time and more of an attention span to put together a REAL site. I had one at geocities, but I've since forgotten 4 of my account passwords, and so I'm going to have to redo a lot of things the long way. ~sigh~ Oh, well!!

Ok, so rather than have a bunch of people ask me a bunch of times about me, I'm just going to give the basics right here, so they can just click on the link to this site and read.

~*~Real quick overview of my personality so I don't have to repeat myself a billion times...~*~

~>No, Amethyst Blackthorn is NOT my real name. It's my writing/online name. And the only name people will know me by unless I get enough of a trust going where I can give them my name and know they're not going to stalk me, and trust me, stalking ain't fun.

~>I am generally a nice person, but yes, I can be a bitch. DEAL WITH IT.

~>I'm 27 years old, and I live in Indiana with my brother. I stand 5'2" tall, and I have short red hair, which I hope grows out soon. I'm sick of the short look, and could kick myself for getting it cut!!!

~>Some of the things I like to do are read, draw, write, paint, go for long walks, make new friends, intelligent conversations, listen to music, and a bunch of other stuph. For a better idea on my interests, there's a link to my livejournal profile, click on that and scroll down, there's a secion called "Interests" on that page, read away.

~>I'm generally an open-minded person, and if asked anything about me, I'll answer, but if it's an assinine question that can be answered by either a)reading my lj profile, b)reading my website (that I have a link to), or c)reading my journal, I will ignore you. If you assume anything about me, I will ignore you. All you have to do is ask me, I won't bite.

~>I am a disturbed individual and have a warped sense of humour. If you cannot accept this or anything else about me, you need to bugger off now.

~>I am bisexual. I do like men and women, but I like women a bit more, as they're better to deal with. I have been bi probably since about 8 years old, but didn't really notice until I was 16, and didn't do anything until I was 21. NOTE: IF YOU ARE A MALE AND ARE GOING TO ASK ME ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES WITH A WOMAN, AND YOU'RE ASKING JUST FOR FANTASY REASONS, BUGGER OFF!! I WILL NOT CONTRIBUTE TO SUCH NASTY THOUGHTS!! GET A SPANK MAG, A BOTTLE OF LOTION, AND A BOX OF TISSUES!!!

~>I am a gamer. Yes, I'm one of THOSE people. buahahahah Actually, there's nothing wrong with RPG's, b/c they're actually an excellent form of stress release. I do self-mutilate, so whenever I can get my hands and mind occupied in a good adventure, I don't have time to think about scratching on my arms, so there's also a plus!! :)

~>I am a nomad. I've lived all over the U.S. in my young life.

~>I LOVE music. All kinds of music. If it's got a decent tune to it, and the words are kewl, I'll listen to it, no matter the genre.

~>My favourite colours are black, burgundy, purple, and navy blue.

~>I am goth.

~>I am into Faeries, Pixies, Elves..

~>I have 3 brothers, 2 older, one younger, my 2 older were a set of twins, they died 10 months to the day apart from each other both in vehicular related accidents.

~>I have 3 children, 2 deceased, 1 living in PA.

~>I will ONLY SAY THIS ONE TIME. PAY VERY CLOSE ATTENTION, OK?? The reason my daughter's in PA is because of the fact that 1, I didn't ask for "permission" from the courts to leave my abusive ex-boyfriend, and YES, I went to the cops NUMEROUS times to press charges, but they wouldn't because he was Mr. Wonderful in their eyes (whatever!!), so he went to the courts and told them he didn't know why I left and so they granted him temporary custody, and YES, I had a "lawyer," and I use quotation marks b/c she's a twit and I don't think she had ANY business working in law!! She botched my case bigtime. That's the reasons my parents were told by me. The MAIN reason is b/c my oldest child, my lil boy, died of SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome) when he was almost 8 months old. I got scared, b/c she was only going on 5 months old, and it was getting closer to my son's anniversary, and so I called her dad and asked that he come get her, but before I called her dad, I called that twit of a "lawyer" I had and told her I wanted PARTIAL JOINT CUSTODY of my daughter, I was NOT giving 100% of my rights up as a custodial parent, and she told me to wait till the end of the following week, she'd call me, don't call her. I never heard from her, and Jessyka's been at her dad's since. I get to see Jessyka as often as I have money to do so. Which isn't often, and no, her dad won't bring her to visit me, b/c he's an asshole.

~>I am a BRUTALLY honest person, so if you don't like me telling it like it is, don't effing ask me my opinion or advice. Got it??

~>I have been married twice. My first time was when I was 19 until I was 21. We got married for the wrong reasons (we were lonely and bored, and had basically grown up together, but I don't think either of us were truly IN LOVE with each other...), and we were too young (I was 19, like I said, and he was 21), not to mention when our son died, it caused a lot of problems between us, I grieved more openly, and couldn't figure out why he didn't, so we constantly fought..So, we split up, and we're still friends, which is fine by me.

~>My 2nd time was for only 18 months. I was 25, and the asshole was 27, almost 28. He decided to have an extra curricular love life, and I found out, and it didn't sit too well with me, so I left. He was the first guy I ever loved, and I'm still having a hard time with things, even though most of the time I don't openly talk about it.

~>I am online at some weird hours. If you want to talk, yes, I will talk with you.

~>MSN name is shadowchaser75@hotmail.com

~>AIM (AOL INSTANT MESSENGER ~DUH~) name is amthstblkthrn

~>Yahoo Instant Messenger name is gothwyld

~>My e-mail address is on here, so if you want to e-mail me, I will write back, but if you send me stupid crap, I won't read it, I'll just block your e-mail address.

~>Well, I think that 'bout covers it.

Some things about me

• My name isn't really Amethyst, but that's all you're going to know me by until I get to know you better!!
• I'm Mormon
• I am SINGLE!!! WOOHOO!!

Some Sites n stuph ;)

My lj profile
My *original* site, but I can't get it to let me to update anything!! Keeps erasing all my files!!
Drink of Hackers Everywhere!! buahahahah
Angelfire Free Websites