Poetry
You'll Always Care
- I walk up to you
- and try to hold your hand.
- Today's just like every other day ,
- except things didn't go as planed.
- Think of all the memories,
- the good times and the bad.
- They help to make me smile,
- but stilll I'm feeling sad.
- The tears streem down my face
- as I try to talk to you
- It was only the other day
- when my world just came un-glued.
- I wish that you could hold me,
- like you did,
- and keep me safe from harm
- I wonder if that maby your watching from a far
- and some nights I can feel
- a worm breeze in the air
- so I know you love me
- and that you'll always care.
The Words
- I try to talk to you
- tell you how I feel inside,
- but when I look for what to say
- nothing can I find.
- The words all seen to dissipear
- the feelings there are gone.
- I look inside my heart.
- I'm trying to be strong.
- As I look around
- I wonder how I can survive
- and let my life move on.
- Tears are falling from my eyes
- my heart akes for you.
- I want to love you,
- you see
- please try to undresrand
- but the person that your looking at
- isn't really me.
Torment
- I know how to do it .
- I know how to get to you,
- the words that make you cry,
- to burrow under your skin
- to hurt you deep inside
- make you regret your living
- and wish that you would die
- curl up into a little ball
- and beg god to take your life.
- I feed off your pain.
- Your tears rwnew my soul.
- Preying off your weeknesss
- helps to make me whole.
- Mabe some day I'll leave you
- and let you heal your wounds.
- Till that day when I grow strong
- I will torment you.
- Trust not in life
- it will lead you astray.
- Trust not in death
- it will take you away
- Trust not in men
- they think not with their minds
- trust not in women
- though they pretend to be kind.
- Trust not in a world
- full of disspare.
- Trust not in hope
- when nothing is there.
- Trust not in your thoughts
- you can lie to yourself.
- Trust not in you
- for if you cant trust yourself
- how could you ever trust anything else?
- Welcome, welcome one and all
- this is hell
- and were having a ball.
- Step on up
- don't be afraid
- this isn't heaven
- and we have no shame.
- The fires are burning
- saved a spot just for you.
- No chance for escape
- and were mor then crude.
- don't tell me that
- I should or shouldn't be kind.
- I am the devil
- and this world is mine.
- If you don't like me
- go burn in hell.
- I'm sure that you know me
- cause I know you well.
- I love you so much
- more then you know
- every minuet without you
- goes by so slow.
- I miss you so much
- when you are away.
- I wish I could be with you
- every second of the day.
- I hope you love me as
- much as I love you.
- Without you I'm not
- sure what I'd do.
- I try to imagenwhat it is that you see
- in a stupid little girl
- as foolish as me.
- I try really hard
- but I don't always do well,
- still you except
- me even when I fale.
- When I'm around you
- my world is compleat.
- Everything you do is so special and sweet.
- I love you forever
- always so much
- with you in my life
- I'll never lose touch.
- Everything I know I've seen
- came un-done
- in front of me
- and twill the day
- I fell appart
- layed the world mo sole to see.
- Nothing nmore to change the thought
- of what was ment to be,
- and throught the night
- I stayed so still
- nothing but to breath
- chatter of muttered thoughts
- and endless tragety.
- What if you knew the withered sound
- of what was said to me
- would you dare tell a soul
- or ever let it be?
- keep the secrets of the world,
- or die in shatered time?
- If you knew what I don't
- Would you answer mine?
- My skin is thick,
- and rough, and worn.
- To keep you out,
- to make me more.
- My toungis forked
- to smell your stench.
- My eyes are fixed
- to see the death.
- My ears pron
- to hear the crys
- of those you've burnt before me.
- My senceses keen
- to make me strong
- and never let you hurt me.
- The more I bend
- the more you try,
- but soon I'll let you see
- just how cold it is
- that I can be.