Poo...First Entry
I changed my journal because of Felecia, shes just trying to do what she always does, get me to be her friend again so she can talk more shit about me, she acts innocent and it makes me sick *barfagnoogan*...She's a discusting Hypocritical Psycopath that needs help, and I've already tried be that person who helps her, but ya know what happens, SHE SCREWS ME OVER!! AND IM SICK OF IT...And another thing, Eli told me he wanted to kill himself yesterday, and I talked him out of it, took me 5 hours, but I did, so today it's gonna be just me and him at the beach with a box of mmmmmm, piiizzzaaaaa. So ya, and, to tops bullshit off, my best friend (and girlfriend) has changed overnight... She doesn't want any drugs (which is very different) but thats not bothering me, I said that if she wanted me to I would quit with her and she wouldn't be alone on that (I did quit in fact). But she said she just wants to be alone and be depressed, ya know what, ok, she used to complain because her mom (a.k.a Satan) is always home and flipping out on her about something or another, and wanting to get out of there, no one blamed her, her mother is seriously Satan...Anyways, she want's to be alone and drown in her misery, I'm trying to make these people happy, obviously I'm not good at it, so ya know what....Fuck it all to hell!

Hmmmm... It's cold and boring in my house. Lonely as usual, I was sposed' to hang out with Lauren and she was sposed' ta teach me how to drive. Sunday was her birthday and she got her car, I think, I haven't heard from her, so I'm geussing she did get it. I just ate this old cough drop and it's all chewy N' stuff.... Ugh! Anyways, My Grandma tripped and fell yesterday when she was at the movies and I geuss she thinks she broke her rib er something and she can't move, and my Grandpa just took her to the hospital... God I feel bad, I mean, I never go over to see her, well, cause' she fux with me all the time, makes me feel like shit and I hate that shit, and she always starts fights with my Grandpa, and I hate that shit to, especially since my Grandpa is the nicest man, she's just plain ol' mean sometimes. But she is my Grandma, and I love her, and if something bad happened to her, I would feel like shit and probably keep to myself fer awhile... Oh Botha. I'ma go and make me a new website, YaY!

*Bruise Violet*