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It has been now nine days
Since Kristine
Left my life
And many more will pass
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Until I will see her again
If I’ll ever see her again
Every minute I try to kick
My sadness out of my head
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And remain with all
The happiness that she gave me
I still remember the day
I first met her
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About five months ago
When I couldn’t believe
My own eyes
That such a beautiful girl
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That such a mesmerizing beauty
Still exist
You should have seen
She was like an angel
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And her smile
Melted my heart
Every time she looked
At me
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She was a dream
That everyday
Drove me
Crazy
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I wish she was here
With me now
I wish I could hold her hand
And tell her how much
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I miss her, because I do
I miss her very much
If I’m glad of one thing
I’m glad I had the chance
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Of meting her
I’m glad she was with me
I’m glad I fell in love
With that angel
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Sometimes I close
My eyes and try
To picture her
In front of me
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And no matter
How hard I try to do this
I still can not feel
The shiver upon my skin
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That I felt
When she was with me
I wish you where there
I wish you could feel
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What I did
When I was with her
The drum beat
Of my pulse
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When she was looking into my eyes
And for two days a week
I was in paradise
Next to a beauty
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That left my life
A few days ago
I wish she was here
With me
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But she’s not
She’s somewhere
Too far away
And wherever she is
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I pray that she is happy
I pray that she has a big
Smile on her face
Like I had whenever she was with me
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I wish you met her
So you would feel
Exactly what I felt
Every moment I was with her
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I wish you met her
Then you would have known
How it feels
To be in love
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I know that not long ago
I swore that I will never
Fall in love again
But I failed
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Like many times
I fell in love
And like many times before
It ended in disaster when we had to part
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I swore that I will never
Fall in love again
But I failed
I did
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And now I have to live
With the pain that
Is constantly harboring
Inside of me
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You are away
And I’m alone
And even though
My heart is braking
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Every time I think of you
Even though my tears are falling
Every time I look
At your picture
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I try to put a smile on my face
I try to laugh
Remembering every happy
Moment that I’ve spend with you
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Remembering every minute
We shared, every laughter we had
And even though those memories
Are unforgettable
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I still sit and cry because
I miss you so much, and I have lost you
It’s impossible to see you now
And that thought hurts me deeply
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And yet
I am very grateful
And thankful
That I had the chance
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Of meeting such a lovely
Lovely girl like you
I had the pleasure
Of seeing you
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Even if it was for a mere
Two days every week
Even if it was for a mere
75 minutes each day
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But for those few hours
My life was a paradise
God, I miss those days
But most of all I miss you
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I miss waking up in the morning
And realizing that today
I will look upon you
Once more
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Now each day
When I wake up
I am reminded that on this day
I won’t be able to see you
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Because the year ended
Because you left
And wherever you are
I miss you like crazy
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So, take good care of yourself
Remain that charming girl
I always knew
And don’t forget me
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Because I won’t forget you
I will take you with me
Wherever I go
I will miss you terrible
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I will miss you
Like the sun on a cloudy day
And no matter how
White and fluffy the clouds are
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It still won’t
Make any difference
It still won’t bring you back
Or make me need you any less
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And maybe one day
I will see you again
But until then
I will wait
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Alone… crying…
Wondering why you left
Wondering why He
Took you away from me
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I should have ran
After you the moment you left
I wish I had the courage
To tell you how I felt
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Every time you were
In my presents
But I couldn’t
There was this imaginary hand
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When you were
In my presents
But I couldn’t
There was this imaginary hand
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That kept chocking me
Not letting me say a word
That my heart wanted to say
Not letting me whisper
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How much I love you
And I regret that
Probably resentment
From you
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Would have been easier
All I know
Is that I can’t wait
To see you again
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I know that I will
My heart tells me so
But until then
I bit you farewell
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And I have to tell you
That I never loved
And I will love no other
Like the way I loved you
May 15-16, 2004