new mat.
does anybody really listen to what you say
or do they just pick out a few words
and tell you its ok
why do they mumble all these lies
while tears stream down from your eyes
does anybody really care
would anyone really dare

me.
hehe ya so I guess I sound like such a little dork because my usernamer thinger is amishgaysunite ya so well me and my friend made that other blog up for fun so go check it out its good i guess and this site well makes me look goth? i dunno i never really write and this is my first time as you can probably tell i doubt that my writing even makes sense ya so just email me a and help me out please

so this is just a work in progress , tell me what you think
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These wounds will never ever heal
you’ve left me nothing left to feel
you seem so dead to me
no more sympathy
this time ill cut so deep
you’ll be in a never ending sleep
I only want to forget the pain
and wash away the stains
I don’t need you
but somehow I keep coming back for more
its just a never ending chore
its always you and never me
this isn’t the way its supposed to be
why can’t I just run away
things can’t remain the same
I don’t want to get stuck back in that trap
ill end up in a body bag