who's playin' who???
Mood:
on fire
Now Playing: Jewel (pieces of you)
Topic: who's right?
well... i spose that you could call me a rather weird girl. I would call me normal. i hate men, i could never respect them, but i intend on not trying to hurt the very man who would be with his ex right now if she hadn't broke up with him!!! AMBER pull u're head out of u're ass! so i guess i did hurt him by flirting my ever lovin' ass off with this rather beautiful young man that i work with. i can read right through him, " playa". that is exactly what he is. but then he told me i was beautiful, i have an erotic personality, and he gave me his cell #. i think i will call him. hmmmm, i could really work this whole play men thing out!! i can imagine myself having sex with him, but i dont want to. why am i so stupid, play them and let them off like some horny toad!!! that's what i want. I want to let them think i put out and in reality im holding onto my virginity as a person would their life. i want to lose it to no one b/c there is no man that deserves it! it's sacred, heavenly, and above all it determines me! if i lose my virginity i sacrifise everything i hold so dear. why give that up for a man!? they're scum! play them but never love them! so i praise any girl who teases a guy, they deserve it! you look around at all these teenage boy's faces and the male TEACHERS!! you see sex! they need sex! if a girl seems flirty, OH I WANT HER! i would like to kill girlz who give it all away. they need to die a painful death. there letting them win. them, meaning men! they've won forever and now that we have rights they yet win. all you see on tv is a woman dressed like a slut to pleze MEN! you look around and girlz are dressed in these minni skirts, uncomfortable clothing to pleze men! we need to look at ourselves and wonder who we're living for, us or men? sure they flatter, but hate them! they mean to flatter, they mean to make you feel like they're the only one out there, they mean to make you fall in love.....so you will have sex with them!!!i tell you if you deprive them of their fantasies, they will change! they respect us women for equal, fun, human beings, except for to get a lil' booty out of. and then the good men that want to settle down only do b/c they're tired of playing girlz, they're tired of random sex and want something more, something that we should ALL first try to look for, something that doesn't come by fucking, but by talking, spending time that is totally inocent, a major ecstasy