Site hosted by Angelfire.com: Build your free website today!

ALL ABOUT NICOLE

I'm 19
I live in BFE
(aka Arthur Illinois)
Certain people are no longer a part of my life
Whether through death, or stupidity.
Nuiet is the best kitty ever!
I can't always brush away the sadness.
I feel like ive gone crazy.
I work way to much,
Although i'd love to have a social life again.!

Smoke your pot,
snort your pills,
It's fun you know you wanna.

Fuck me good,
make it hurt,
The nights still young and the bags still full.

Waters in the basement,
don't go down there.
Wait til' it goes away.

It's like a little cage for you isn't it.
I'm sorry it's like that for you,
Please, a little longer.

Why do you kiss me softly.
Hold me tight, and love on me.
Never demand, or claim sex from me.

Always unavailible.
Until ive asked and asked, and the answer was no.
Sunddenly, after I pull my hair out its yes. Yes. yes.

Don't go down there
It's fun though,
You know you wanna.



If I was a cartoon, this is what I would look like!



Fun Sex

I love it when you tickle me,
When you pull my hair
I love it when you roll me around on the bed sheets
I love it when your there
When you kiss me
When we smile
When you hold me
What we share
I love the little giggles
The playful kind
The kind of sex that isn't serious
Sometimes you get frustrated when I keep laughing
But admit it your laughing too
We laugh about the squishyness
And when the bed keeps creaking
We laugh when the handcuffs break
Fun sex, sometimes the best kind of love making
All love making is good with you
But the best part of all, is when its all over
And the bond feels stronger
You put your arms around me and hold me,
I feel your breath on my neck
And your comfortable enough to walk naked to the shower
I love that about you, and I love the fun sex
Laughing.....
Tickling.......
You

Name:Nicole
Birthdate:4-13-1986
Birthplace:Clarksville, Indiana
Current Location:Arthur, Il
Eye Color:brown
Hair Color:brown
Height:5'6
Weight:im chubby, but do girls really wanna answer that?
Piercings:small nose ring
Tatoos:no
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:no
Overused Phraze:"like", "omg", "kosher", "kick rocks"
FAVORITES
Food:Something Salty
Candy:gummy bears
Number:5
Color:pink
Animal:cat
Drink:coke and southern comfort
Alcohol Drink:oh...lol umm..coke and southern comfort?
Bagel:not recently no...
Letter:R
Body Part on Opposite sex:mouth, tounge is important *nods* height
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing:micky d's
Strawberry or Watermelon:strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:ice tea
Chocolate or Vanillachocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:coffee
Kiss or Hug:kiss
Dog or Cat:cat
Rap or Punk:rap
Summer or Winter:summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:scary, but there hasnt been many good scary movies out recently
Love or Money:both?!?!?!?
YOUR...
Bedtime:1-2am
Most Missed Memory:My dad, hugging me
Best phyiscal feature:mouth, or breasts
First Thought Waking Up:Where is my coke and ciggy
Goal for this year:Make more money
:meet my private goal
Weakness:I can be guilted, good heart
Fears:death
Heritage:italian, german, hill billy?
Longest relationship:3yrs 7days
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:duh
Ever Smoked:lol every day
Pot:umm..lol yeah..wanna blaze with me?
Ever been Drunk:he he he he
Ever been beaten up:nope
Ever beaten someone up:cant say that i have
Ever Shoplifted:yes... only once
Ever Skinny Dipped:yes :D
Ever Kissed someone of same sex:oh yeah...lol
Been Dumped Lately:yup
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:Green or Brown
Favorite Hair Color:brown, red or blonde
Short or Long:short
Height:5'10 +
Style:Stylish, Cowboy, Rock
Looks or Personality:Good sense of humor, i see humor in everything
Hot or CuteAnyway as long as they are attractive to me
Drugs and Alcohol:oh yes please, well only pot, occassionally
Muscular or Really Skinny:again, doesnt matter, as long as they arent like 400 lbs
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:Not spending enough time with my dad before he died
What country do you want to Visit:England
How do you want to Die:In my sleep when Im over 70
Been to the Mall Lately:No
Do you like Thunderstorms:Not really
Get along with your Parents:Very well
Health Freak:no
Do you think your Attractive:Yup, no doubt :p
Believe in Yourself:mmhmm
Want to go to College:yes
Do you Smoke:yes
Do you Drink:sometimes
Shower Daily:lol duh
Been in Love:yes
Do you Sing:yes
Want to get Married:yes
Do you want Children:yes
Have your future kids names planned out:some of them
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:lost it already, was 16
Hate anyone:hates a strong word...

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

img

My Favorite Things!
<------- Soda!
Nuiet!(pronounced newie)

Pink
Warm Blankets
Skittles

Puppies, even sad ones
Great Sex
CARE BEARS!!!!!!!!!

Coloring
Cuddling

Sailor Moon of course
img


View My Guestbook
Sign My Guestbook

What Are You, If not For Me?


It's exciting, falling inlove with you.
Tomorrow I'll be mad at you, So don't be surprised if I yell, or cry.
Roller Coaster of love. That's an understatement.
Laughing, Crying, Yelling, Smiling.
UP down UP down Up down Up down UP
I'm an optimist, so please don't let me love you.
It's not you, it's someone else.
I don't know if I know them yet.
Be my friend again, Back when things where normal.
No kiss me again, flick my lips with your tounge.
I don't know, I can't decide.
Please just stop being so damn inconsistant.
You either want this or you don't.
Perhaps i'm to demanding with time.
But time is short, I know first hand.
Tomorrow you or I may be gone.
Be consistant. Be my friend, or be my lover.
But be something, anything, just something.
Run your hand across the small of my back and make me smile again.
Catch me when I fall, especially when it's you who pulls me to the floor.
Be my lover.
Be what I need you to be.
You can't kiss me today with an opened mouth,
Then hug me tomorrow night after you've been gone, to where ever it is you go.
I told you to lie to me, not knowing aches, knowing is hurt, and the truth is pain.
The lie is comfort.
12-2005





Site Counters


Sometimes its hard to shake away the sadness I feel inside of me.
It hurts to my finger tips.
To have one more hug, one more "I love you, one more conversation.
I wish you could tell me to clean my room.
Tell me again, lecture me again, yell at me again.
Every thought of you I possess leaves me feeling empty.
Until then. I love you.
Jospeh W. Bernardi
9-3-33 to 12-22-2005
Son, Brother, Uncle, Friend, Father, Grandfather, Husband,
Grump.






Link You Might Like

MY ONLINE JOURNAL! ! ! ! !
Neopets, cute virtual pets
I love Skittles :D
Rotten = sick articles and pictures
get yahoo messenger today!
Great adult toy website
Addicting games, 1000's of them! mwahahhah!