"THE WARRIOR"
		
I felt like you couldn't see me
when you slept last night in my bed.
Though I knew the moon in its new phase,
was staring down on my deferred behavior.

I wasn't drunk.
I wasn't decoyed myself
to regret everything
I knew.
It was all of me.
So complete;
beautiful;
well-equiped,
And yet, very weak.

It was all of me
drifting by your side;
Feeling like a ghost
shimmering beneath you.

But I was afraid.
If only God could have helped me.
		
It was no one in favored of me.
I was all alone against heaven.

Yes, for it was temptation.
Yes, for it was real and free;
for your skin was poisoning me.
Very intoxicating.
Like I was almost evaporated
by flesh and desire.

I looked at you dead.
Ofcourse, temporarily dead.
Like the night have suspended your senses.
And like the cold air
was blocking your consciousness.

But again, I was afraid.
If only God could have helped me.
		
I was so frailed in my battle.
Like I could almost lost.

Afterwhile, something I have found.
It was started in my heart.
The greatest armor in me
have defeated it all.
At last I knew how powerfull it is.

I was afraid of losing you, oh dear!
I was afraid of the risk I knew
right from the very beginning.
I wasn't sure but it might be.

It was friendship.
It was friendship.
It was friendship.

I was always afraid of losing it.
Not even once or twice.
I have to keep the whole of it.
Not even a single or a piece.

At the end of that night,
the scent of the dawn awakened you.
Your innocence have never been changed.
You looked more fresh,
more natural
and so was the dawn-break.

But I thought I've ended my last war
against myself,
When you said...
"why didn't you..."

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