today was the first day of my new life.
i am determinded to be happy. i will. watch and see.
kaila and i battled? odd. bc the first away message that started the whole thing wasnt even about her? anyways. im better than that. then her and marz went at it. good lordy. christopher and i are no longer speaking. he does have court monday. im a bit worried, my original plan was to go..but now im unsure? . . i think i will go for support tho. .
although i wont be able to go in. atleast he knows his friendship will be valued again someday? hmm.
apparently im a "fat fucking dog" amongst other words like.. "slut" odd. very odd.
none the less, i took it to heart and i SWEAR to god i will be gorgeous one day. thin and gorgeous. all the boys will flock. and i will be loved. watch and see christopher ryan oconnell. watch and see. watch and see. amen.