Mood:  blue

hey ok..so heres the thing! theze past three dayz have been like the worst in my entire life! ugh! other than the fact that i got to spend them with bria..cuz that part was cool but everything else sucked majorly! and when fru came over to play life and play in the snow! and when justin and all them came over..but everything else rele did suk! ugh! IM SOO JELOUS of everyone who has like the perfect lil relationships, where everything is all good, and their boyfriends arent afraid to show that they liek them and show they are going out! i want that soo bad! i want one guy, whoes always there when i need him, who i can just hold hands with whenever i want, and who i can just sit with and talk and ugh i want a guy like that sooo bad! but u kno wut? all the good ones are takin..or at least thats wut it feels like..every guy i ever like..always just dumps me for sum whore! why does everyone else get the good guys that dont do that? wut did i do to deserve this ? huh?! erg im like soo pissed off right now! i duno hwo things are with me n lea..we used to be best friends. and i want me n her and bria to all be best friends again but who knows..does she hate me or doesnt she? if anyone can answer that then please let me kno! GO PATRIOTS! they are deffinetly gonna go to teh super bowl and kick sum bootay//ONCE AGAIN! yeay well im gonna go ! later

xoxo- megs