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Hi! Welcome to Lust of Blood. This is a little page I decided to create about myself and for other vampires to read. For starters, my name is Melissa. I'm a newly awakened vampire. I must say that finding out what I really am after weeks of questioning was like hell for me. After I found out, I was always online surfing the web for info and questions to help me find all the answers. I still feel that I don't know enough. Anyway, I'm a Psi-vamp. I'm always trying to figure out what the meaning of everything is. When I first found out about myself, I was unsure of my own existence. One thing I did always know, that I am much different from other people. Now I feel that old friends seem like strangers to me and before my awakening I felt some sort of emptiness. I even felt that I didn't belong here. I even isolated myself from the rest of my family for a while. But, now that it's clear what I am, that I'm slowly understanding the changes.

Of course I would say I'm a Psi-vamp when I spend time with people and they literally fall asleep before me in just little contact. Most people even seem cranky around me and I can literally feel them. It's happened way too many times to be counted.

Other changes that occured were my sleeping habits. I'm up most of the night and very hyper at night as well. I also have the ability to see auras and I can pretty much feel everyone's emotions. Not to mention me and machines don't get along well. Either something goes on it's own or I think something and it goes on it's own. I can go on and on with this list. I also have blood cravings once in a while but not all the time. I seriously think blood and energy are the same. A vampire lacks one of them or even both. Though, I lust for energy most of all. There are other great sites online for those of you that have just awakened and need help trying to figure out what you are. I recommend finding as much info as possible if you are unsure.

For those of you that are unsure what I'm talking about. For starters, vampires are real. They are known as living vampires and we are just like any other human, only with a special gift. Also, we are not immortal! We are people that are born this way and we are much different from the average human because we lack either energy (Psy-vamps or Psi-vamps) or blood (blood vamps). So there for we need energy or blood from adverage humans because we do not have our own. Just think of a vampire as a glass of water. Only, it's half full and at the bottom of the glass is a crack. Were always losing energy and we need the energy from the average human to keep our glasses full.

Vampires are not like the vampires you see on TV and in movies. We are nothing like that. Were just regular people, only different. Like any person, we can go out in the light, eat normal food and whatnot. Were just different because we possess special abilities a normal human can not. Also, we lack energy that we must get from normal humans. This is my little fact on vampires as I am still learning. If you are a real vamp, please email me. I'm searching for vampires just like me for someone to relate to. You can email me if you are either a blood vamp or psi-vamp, but as long as you are a real vamp and not some role-playing individual. As I leave this, here are some pictures of Vampire Lestat. I have to make this page more appealing and I really like Lestat...

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