it's FRIDAYYYYYYYYY!!!
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: beautful soul- jesse mccartny.. just stuck in my head all day!
Topic: lazy kinda day*
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
to be hurt
to feel like youve been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no ones there to save you
do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
before your life is over
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around?
with there big fake smiles
and stupid lies
-welcome to my life


i think i like that song just cause it relates to like everyone at a time. nothing's going on right now but people just bother the heck out of me. that like "with there big fake smiles, and stupid lies" really get's to me. why do people; your friends for that fact lie so damn much. i can't stand it. but whatever i think thing's are changing so much between people this year. im not sure i like it to much, i feel like we're all just growing apart from each other and no one really cares because they have all their little click's, which was why we all fought this year anyway, right? so im just not letting things get to me as much cause i know i have people who are their for me and even those people we have had problems with in the past are there and i love them very much. anywayss.. today! first period always sucks. so boring. nothing exciting, as usual happend. second period, easy as pie.. never do anything. LOVE IT! lunch and enrichment. well it was me and beck today.. and MEGHAN cause we had to do spanish hw together but it's k. everyyone else was somewhere, enrichment blah. OH i wrote ashley a note and drew her a picture of her tripping and falling on her face tomorrow at the game!! haha, that's productive right? k fifth period. hmmmmmm it should die. i cannot stand her no one can. and last period. easy just read alot. today was a good day. no one's fighting, gotta love that! yeah then went to mrs kim'sss.. then came home. nothing to do on a friday nite, just what i love! not! anyone thinnk i can keep this up for more then 2 days?! holler* <3


STATES TOMORROW AT THE RAVENS STADIUM! HELL YES HEREFORD!!!!!