my poem # 23- Why
Why do I have to be the one that no one needs? If I'm not helping you, why would I need to be there? I'm like the child's toy that no kids want; the one they use and throw away. Why can't I just be that teddy bear? that you keep forever and love? Why can't someone outside my family love me the way I am? Am I not the right kinda person? Am I too different from the other girls/ To tell you the truth we're nnot that different. Why can't someon esay those 3 words that everyone wants to hear? I want to hear them, and for them to be meant!
Why me?

my poem # 22- Feelings
It's crazy how nerves get in the way
from letting true feelings come out to play
I didn't think
or even blink
I just ended it
without a fit
What I did I should have not
Why didn't I listen or give it thought?
After I did it my heart did sing
It told me that you are my king
Your always there to make me smile
even if you have to run a mile
Your love is like a bouqet of roses
In which I need many doses
I was wrong, so now I say
Wont you forgive me someday?
Deep inside i know we're right
and I don't wanna see us fight
won't you be my four leaf clover?
Can't we please just start over?

my poem # 21- Jeeze
Can't take this anymore.
Everyone going in and out the door.
Need some peace,love and sanity.
This is destroying me from the core.

Can't just smile, when it's not meant.
Mr. Sandman did you get that letter I sent?
I just need something to ease the pain.
Some happiness, some love, something to gain

Won't somebody help me please?
This pain in my heart, won't you seize?
Without help, don't know what I'll do?
Just want to be happy and healthy,
JEEZE!

my poem #20- You're my happiness
I gaze up into your beautiful eyes...
Reminding me of angels in the skies...
I feel warm and safe...
As our hearts beat as one..
With your arms squeezed around me...
I am able to see...
What it is like to feel happy...

my poem # 19- Reasons to love
I love you more than words can say...
I think about you everyday...
When your near me...
I feel free...
Your toouch, your kiss...
I sure would miss...
Your eyes, your smile..
Your personality, your style...
All these things that you do ...
Are some of the reasons that I love you...

my poem # 18- Thought
I thought this was different
I thought this was it
I though you loved me
I thought you gave a shit
I thought it wouldn't end
I thought we were a hit
I thought of our future
I thought we would be together
I thought for so long
but
I thought wrong!

my poem # 17- The Vision
What would you do if you'd seen what I've seen?
I've seen the beginning to the end.
There is no good news in what has been brought to me.
The gods only know how it will end.
but they have shown me what is coming.
I see death and devastation,
Pain and no sleep.
All the parents will stress.
And all their angels will weep!
Our world will end.
There will be no light at the end of the tunnel.
Only darkness forever,
One big nightmare never ending.
No tooth fairy or Santa.
For our children to meet.
Only coldness, and torture.
The gods can not help.
It's horrible;it's the end!
What more can I say?
The war will come and end in a flash.
But all who will be left will be those who deserve not to be.
Those who deserve death!

my poem # 16- Buddy
Ok here you go, poem #2,
And again it's from me to you.
Now that you've read them, what do you say?
I guess today's your lucky day!

Wow to be in here twice, you must be great.
No hold on, just a second, please just wait.
There was a reason for me to write this,
And it's a big one, one I can't miss.

You see, things have been different between you and me.
Things aren't the way they used to be.
We don't talk as much anymore, well not from our hearts.
Our friendship seems paused, that's where it starts.

If you know what I'm saying than there's no need to say more.
Just saying this makes my heart sore.
You mean the world to me.
You are a great friend, I hope that thingscan go back to the way they used to be!

my poem # 15- My corner
I go there when my world is falling apart.
When I need to cry or let loose my heart.
Whenever I just need to be alone,
It is my quiet zone.

When I'm sad and want to die,
Or when I can't even look you in the eye.
That is when I'll be there,
Sitting,crying,hiding behind my hair.

In my corner there is no sound.
It's calm,it's quiet, nobody's around.
That is where I go when I'm pissed.
That's where I pretend I don't exist.

So if I'm there and you see me,
Just keep walking, Just let me be!

my poem # 14- That Guy
His eyes are the ocean,
His hands are teddy bears,
His heart is an island,
It is my getaway.

I love the way he smells.
It captures my heart.
Just a simple glance,
He's stolen my heart.

When he holds me in his arms,
I feel safe, content and free.
I love the way he looks,
The way he looks at me!